I only stayed sober this long cause I was hospitalized for most of the time and taking clormethizole(which I hate cause it gives me bad headaches)
As for the weed I'm not an expert but I must've smoked over a thousand joints of all different sorts in my life and I dislike it every single time. It makes me foggy, edgy and just stupid. Sometimes like today it makes me nervous and raises my heart rate. I never sleep well from it and most of the time I have to make a real effort to concetrate and act normal whis is exhausting. I also just simply hate inhaling smoke.
Maybe try another med for coming off alcohol like Valium? Also usihg Valium is alot safer then alcohol. Benzos while addiction to them is not good are a safer option then alcohol. Just don't make the mistake of using alcohol and benzos at the same time.
Have you ever tried hash? It's very relaxing