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Can I drink my piss?

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Harsh? Who here can tell me, after he outright admitted his problem, don't you think he would be best served seeking a mental health professional about his urges with young children vs spouting bullshit on this board? Who can disagree with that?

Seriously, weigh the issues. What the fuck, who disagrees with that?

Swybs
 
Ugh, the thought of drinking your own piss for anything other than survival is so nasty. If only drugs were legal people wouldn't have to be so desperate and do this type of shit to get high. I'm sure it works with certain drugs, but it's a line I could never cross psychologically just to get high.
 
He is a young child himself, if a young girl got attracted to a young man would you be disgusted, its just homophobia at work here mate, you need to broaden your horizons and stop flaming this poor kid
 
Mugabe: so, a 16 year old thinking about/molesting an 8 year old is okay, because the 16 year old is under 18? Yea. I really believe the fact that I know that is wrong is homophobic.

Swybs
 
narutokun said:
I just popped about 8mg alprazolam and 4mg flunitrazepam to keep me from trying another suicide attempt after your last post.
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This is the perfect example of your cowardly, attention-seeking nonsense.

You're claiming to want to commit suicide over some crap on the internet??? Get real kid. You need to realize over-dramatization is generally frowned upon and this is textbook.

Maybe you should take a break from bluelight if you don't want to be flamed. Everything you post is "soooo 16 years old" and is pretty easy to tear apart. I'm no old man at 21 years, but damn you need to fucking grow up.
 
El Guapo said:
This is the perfect example of your cowardly, attention-seeking nonsense.

You're claiming to want to commit suicide over some crap on the internet??? Get real kid. You need to realize over-dramatization is generally frowned upon and this is textbook.

Maybe you should take a break from bluelight if you don't want to be flamed. Everything you post is "soooo 16 years old" and is pretty easy to tear apart. I'm no old man at 21 years, but damn you need to fucking grow up.
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Obviously you don't understand I have lots of psychological and psychiatrical conditions which make me more subceptible to mood swifts and someone who's playing with my emotional doesn't matter if it's on the internet or not, hitting me where it hurts the most, that does make me feel bad.
 
Folks, telling someone that they're a scumbag in the same breath that you're urging them to get help is not only ridiculous but counterproductive. "Oh yeah, let me run to a psychiatrist RIGHT NOW because some guy on the internet who thinks I'm an asshole says I should!"

Narutokun, you come across like a very smart but very unstable person, and I hope you see that it's not unreasonable for someone who only knows you from your Bluelight posts to worry that you might harm someone. I have worked with minor sex offenders, I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that young boys can inflict tremendous physical and psychological harm on other children (usually because they were harmed themselves), and while I do not know -- and no one here knows -- whether you are truly at risk of doing something like that, I really hope that you would seek help if it is the case.

Whatever you have or haven't done, felt, or thought, you're a human being and you deserve compassionate treatment. There are people out there who can and will help you work out whatever you need to work out.
 
Bodhi, you seem like a reasonable person from your posts. Let me explain my reasoning: even though I hate him as a poster, I worry for potential victims of his. Therefore, I am torn but still emphasize him getting help. The least thing that can help him is his trying to post showoff messages here. Shit, he admits he has a problem. Every waking moment should be spent trying to get help before he strikes (again?).

With that said, I personally couldn't care less if he died, except that he has parents/loved ones that would be devastated, considering his posts reveal that they love him and, side note, have already been through the ringer.

My posts are hypocrytical; however, I, for one, don't want to see him wasting his time (and bl'ers time) on here when he has the proverbial bigger fish to fry. To even begin to give him harm reduction advice for drugs when I know he is a dangerous predator is against everything I stand for.

With that being said, I think the moderators should take a long look at his posts and make an executive decision on whether he is allowed to continue his membership at bluelight. I am completely, 100 percent against him being a member here and-im sure it doesn't matter-but if he is continued to be allowed membership here, I am going to resign my account. I don't intend that to be a threat because a) I know it isn't and b) I have more faith in bluelight's mods to make the right decision.

For too many reasons, he should be denied membership at bluelight. Will he come back as another user? Probably. However, if it is determined that it is him, that account should also be banned.

It's quite simple. He has bigger issues than to be sitting on here posting. Instead, he needs immediate mental attention.

-swybs
 
I don't think it's possible to make that kind of diagnosis by reading someone's Bluelight posts. As proof, I offer the fact that I am not a reasonable person. :)

J/K, but yes I understand where you are coming from re: potential victims, and I hope narutokun does too, which is why I made my last post. It's natural to feel concerned and agitated when a topic like this one comes up.

I don't agree that he should be banned, I think he does contribute to the BL community.
 
You know what swybs, the only persons that gave me useful advice here where jude, bodhi, mugabe and johanneschimpo. sorry if i forgot about someone. my sex issues are for me to deal with. you have obviously something agaisnt it, i don't give a shit. if you wanna resign you membership i don't give a shit either. i don't care if you are an old member or whatever shit, i bet i can be more productive here than you, in terms of pharmacology/biochemistry that you can ever be, and i can post some really insteresting things if i want to. my membership has no reason to be banned. i haven't inflinged any bl rules. my posts have been informative and about asking questions like everyone else's.
you're putting your personal perspectives above all. you're selfish. you won't give up your point of view.
 
Your membership has no reason to be banned....Ha ha ha.

If you came here to find out the answer to the question that you are askin, you wouldnt be posting anymore, becuz you seem to forget that there was MANY people who replied to what you asked. You just didnt like how they said it. If you read thru the thread you will notice many people answered your question honestly and accurately, they just didnt say that they like you, or defend you. That dont mean their posts didnt answer your question. It just means that you like to pick and choose, and also that gettin the info you came for aint enough for you, you gotta turn it into a giant attention show starring you.
 
Narutoken, don't you think you have better things to do than troll this board? I mean, you admit you have issues with wanting to have sex with toddlers...shouldn't you, at the least, be on a message board that tries to help people with those issues?

Do your parents know? I mean, being gay is openly accepted everywhere. You say your parents don't know your gay but aren't you more worried about them finding out things you did, if they know you are gay, versus any issue with sexual preference? You hinted at that in posts-seems to me they can handle their only child being homosexual but they can't begin to fathom the criminal and hidious things you may have done in the locker room or at the tennis courts.

You think you are funny with your "comebacks" but you are very, very sad. Again, the reason I think you should be banned is because this site is only serving as an enabler for you.

I would consider making insults as payback for your insults directed at me, but you are a sad person. I'm not trying to make you more depressed or forcing you to make another false call for help with a failed suicide attempt, I'm only opening your eyes to your own pleas for help. I can admit you seem relatively bright for your age-cant you see your own cries for help?

Honestly, you are a mess. You openly steal from your parents and then treat them bad when they show concern. You have no friends-which must be sooo sad for someone your age. You can't find a boyfriend, which must be very difficult for someone your age (although you have so many more issues). You are all alone. But, ask yourself: why are people, who are like you in similar situations, faring better? The reason is that you are a genuinely selfish, bad person.

A bad person with so much baggage that it would be a miracle if you came through this alive. Believe it, or not, if you did already abuse a child, I firmly hope you don't make it through this, even though it will cause your family and loved ones pain. I truly believe that it will cause them less pain than finding out you have molested and damaged the lives of young boys. So, yea-keep shooting pills, stealing from your parents, having fantasies about 8 year old boys, etc. Karma is a motherfucker, you weasel little beyatch. And I guaranfuckingtee you, its going to catch up to you something fucking wicked.

So, enjoy your little posts. Write some more about britney. Insult some more people and grab, oh-grab so hard-on those naïve people who support you still. Cause, we both know, aside from family, no one is supporting you anymore in real life-prolly cause you fucked them over/burned them so bad in the past.

Wow, you are a hellblazer. The damage you did in 16 years takes others whole lifetimes.

Swybs
 
KILL THIS THREAD!!!!!!!

Naru- I get to see the reported posts forum, and no shit- there almost always yours. I appreciate you have issues- but they are of the attention seeking kind. Yeah, I tried to be kind to you, but you have showed nothing back to BL- so don't expect much in response.

It is a matter of days before you are banned; this is HARM REDUCTION website; no offense, but I'd rather that LE and parents/guardians etc. didn't peruse this site and think we were advocating piss drinking as a means to get high, kind of bad for the mostly repectful drug community....
 
lacey k said:
Your membership has no reason to be banned....Ha ha ha.

If you came here to find out the answer to the question that you are askin, you wouldnt be posting anymore, becuz you seem to forget that there was MANY people who replied to what you asked. You just didnt like how they said it. If you read thru the thread you will notice many people answered your question honestly and accurately, they just didnt say that they like you, or defend you. That dont mean their posts didnt answer your question. It just means that you like to pick and choose, and also that gettin the info you came for aint enough for you, you gotta turn it into a giant attention show starring you.
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Are you kidding me or what? Every successive post you make seems like a parody of the last. Your purpose in the forum seems to be limited to making lounge game threads and barging into discussions to fling your ghetto semantics around (except now of course you've got the mod button). Attention-seeking? =\ A different lifestyle and set of circumstances in this life does not elicit attention-seeking. And who here is genuinely afraid for their own comfort as a result of the OP's actions outside of this board? His question was a bit outlandish but nonetheless a completely serious one, and it's only natural for him to defend his position upon reading posts like some of those seen here, hell I'd do it just to preserve my own sense of ego. Anyway, people, lighten up, and remember the good times of the old bl.
 
I think the OP will find plenty of good reading here.......... http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=301696

Second post under Drinking Pee.

Its an often discussed topic in ED and is taken quite seriously by many.


I think that from what I have read here there are numerous posters who need to relax and not be so quick to label people.

To the OP............chill out dude, some posts are not worth replying to.
 
Oh dear God, what a trainwreck.

Swybs: if you have a problem with what he posted in other threads, then please report those threads. I haven't seen those posts, and I can't really do anything (if anything needs to be done) based on what you've said here.

This is getting closed. There was actually a legitimate question in there (though badly phrased) but I think MazDan, jude and others have given a reasonable response to it.

If anyone has any problems with the decision to close this, please PM me.
 
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