Hey, I?m just wondering if anyone knows of anyone that?s ever used heroin and not become an addict and junkie. Like is it possible for heroin to only be used occasionally by someone and it not ever turn into an all the time thing?
I was using for about 9 months every day. Up my nose, nothing else. Then I decided to go into an outpatient treatment program and get help. I relapsed after 1 month of being sober. Then the treatment center kicked me out. I made it about 3 months sober, then I relapsed. Then I made it 2 months sober, but then I relapsed. So it was like I could just occasionally use and be ok. I didn?t have intense cravings or desires to use the whole time I was clean, but I sometimes just randomly decided I wanted a little h. When I relapsed I never used much. I only bought $20 worth, so it didn?t go on long at all. But a few days ago, after being 2 months clean I bought some more h. $20 worth. I used it. The next day I got some tabs and took those. The next day I bought another $20 worth of h. So I thought I could just occasionally use, but this recent relapse was different. But I think I can take a break for now.
I?m wondering if it?s possible for me to keep this up and just use a little every few months without becoming addicted like before.
I was using for about 9 months every day. Up my nose, nothing else. Then I decided to go into an outpatient treatment program and get help. I relapsed after 1 month of being sober. Then the treatment center kicked me out. I made it about 3 months sober, then I relapsed. Then I made it 2 months sober, but then I relapsed. So it was like I could just occasionally use and be ok. I didn?t have intense cravings or desires to use the whole time I was clean, but I sometimes just randomly decided I wanted a little h. When I relapsed I never used much. I only bought $20 worth, so it didn?t go on long at all. But a few days ago, after being 2 months clean I bought some more h. $20 worth. I used it. The next day I got some tabs and took those. The next day I bought another $20 worth of h. So I thought I could just occasionally use, but this recent relapse was different. But I think I can take a break for now.
I?m wondering if it?s possible for me to keep this up and just use a little every few months without becoming addicted like before.
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