Nether Animal
Bluelighter
I need to give you guys a timeline so there is some background here, I'll try and keep it punctual:
I've basically been forced by circumstance to kick heroin, been off/on user for 7 years, I know the drill and this was a 4 month bender:
Let's go back six days to last Wednesday which was the day after I ran out of options to use:
Wednesday: Used gaba (nothing else) to get through the day 1-3 grams daily average
Thursday: Used gaba again
Friday: Copped a little bit of dope, maybe used $20 worth throughout the day and ended up wasting the rest (my water bottle leaked on the table and ruined the bit I had saved)
Saturday: Cold turkeyed it
Sunday: Cold turkey again, but I'm maybe 6/10, its manageable with some weed
Monday: Got more gaba, used about 1.5 grams throughout the day spaced out, last dose was around 5pm. Went to bed at 11 and woke up at 2:45 drenched in sweat and feeling super dopesick, like I totally regressed to a week earlier, it was awful. I took 900mg gaba and it slowly went away.
Now it's been nearly twelve hours since then and I haven't taken anything else, and I feel (relatively) fine. What is going on here? It was far too pronounced to be PAWS, plus I've only used once in the last week. It was definitely dopesickness. I know PAWS can be up and down day to day, but this was like I totally regressed to the worst of the detox period, and the day before I was clean and able to function. This has never happened to me before.
I've basically been forced by circumstance to kick heroin, been off/on user for 7 years, I know the drill and this was a 4 month bender:
Let's go back six days to last Wednesday which was the day after I ran out of options to use:
Wednesday: Used gaba (nothing else) to get through the day 1-3 grams daily average
Thursday: Used gaba again
Friday: Copped a little bit of dope, maybe used $20 worth throughout the day and ended up wasting the rest (my water bottle leaked on the table and ruined the bit I had saved)
Saturday: Cold turkeyed it
Sunday: Cold turkey again, but I'm maybe 6/10, its manageable with some weed
Monday: Got more gaba, used about 1.5 grams throughout the day spaced out, last dose was around 5pm. Went to bed at 11 and woke up at 2:45 drenched in sweat and feeling super dopesick, like I totally regressed to a week earlier, it was awful. I took 900mg gaba and it slowly went away.
Now it's been nearly twelve hours since then and I haven't taken anything else, and I feel (relatively) fine. What is going on here? It was far too pronounced to be PAWS, plus I've only used once in the last week. It was definitely dopesickness. I know PAWS can be up and down day to day, but this was like I totally regressed to the worst of the detox period, and the day before I was clean and able to function. This has never happened to me before.