Well it's pretty obvious nothing comes close to the first 3-10 times or so, for me it's close to the first 5 times that nothing comes very close too. The reason I think it's permanent is I did everything you aren't supposed to do. Rolling weekly, rolling 2 nights in a row about 7 or 8 times, and re-dosing. I went one weekend doing it 3 nights in a row I have no clue why we were all being dumb and when i wokeup for work on monday I felt like my brain was fried for good, this lasted about a whole week. I could tell that caused alot of damage. Then re-dosing, that is the one I never knew was even bad. So many nights on the way back from the club I would start wondering why I was getting so fucked up and realized I just dropped another one around 45 mins ago.
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Can any mdma abuse result in permanent magic loss
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Haha I wish I could troll, but I rather laugh at them instead!
I just think mind over matter; I really do believe most of the problems people have today are in their head! I've seen it so many times in different situations, it's really hard not to deny it!
Umm completely false, the hardest I ever rolled was like 13th or 14th time, and I popped 1 White Speaker and that was it... And it changed my life in the best way!
The hardest everyone I know who's rolled has been the first time. If not one of the first two or three times. Also I'm sure you didn't abuse it and actually followed the rules hence why you were still rolling so hard. It's not in the head though, everything is so different the first time. You have no idea what to expect it was just a whole different experience. That part is true, just like everything is different until you do it more, just think back to your first ever day at work or your first time driving. Regardless what you think as well mdma is a drug any time using it can cause damage, it may not be noticable but it's a hard drug so think about it. Following the guidelines to safe use will help keep the magic and reduce harm. However just based on brain chemistry alone it is impossible to relive that first time or get close to it unless your roll like 2 -3 times a year max spaced out.