Cantremember
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hello all, this isn't actually my 1st bluelight post. It is however been several years and I can no longer remember my login info.
Anywho-
I'm a current opiate addict whose been 'clean' on methadone maintenance for about 6 months with no slip ups. This has been a life long battle for me, and even though I've surrendered to methadone, I'm on a proper dose and my life is in better shape than its been in many many years and for that, I am eternally thankful.
On to my question: as a methadone patient whose been following the program as you're supposed to, I have earned take homes on the account of several clean Urine drops. However, last month I came across an old friend who had a bunch of Xanax to which he offered several to me. Generally, I cannot stand benzos. They drop my IQ about 80 pts and then put me to sleep. However, being no stranger to the synergy of methadone and benzos being able to imitate/create an intense high, I decided to take 15 of them to reward myself of my lifestyle changes of late (retarded, I know). That's really where the story ends. I took a 2 week 'vacation' of taking 1-2mg per of xan per day on top of my maintanence dose, and as I promised myself after I finished them, I would abruptly stop.
So.. my question is..exactly 14 days after my last consumed Xanax, I had a urine drop at my clinic. What are the odds I will be clean?
I realize I could've cut out a lot of fat in this post, but wanted to give background info of how much Xanax I took, and also that I was on meth maintanence..as I do not know if being on meth can effect drug metabolism (it does tend to slow down the inner-workings of our digestion/metabolism as many of you know).
I am a bit nervous about this because I have worked hard for my take homes, and my clinic takes benzos VERY seriously. Usually they will give you a serious warning if you test positive for benzos, and if yo utest pos again they'll put you on administrative detox and kick you out of the program. Oh and all take homes our lost, no exceptions. I know it was retarded to have accepted those pills. But I am an addict. Shit happens.
Other info: I weigh 190 lbs, drink a fair amount of water, but have been on break from working out so I've been fairly inactive with exercise lately. I have searched a lot on this topic already, but answeres fluctuate anywhere from 2 days to a month...so I was hoping on getting some info on this from someone with 1st hand experience with benzos and urine testing.
Thanks,
CantFUCKINGRemember
Anywho-
I'm a current opiate addict whose been 'clean' on methadone maintenance for about 6 months with no slip ups. This has been a life long battle for me, and even though I've surrendered to methadone, I'm on a proper dose and my life is in better shape than its been in many many years and for that, I am eternally thankful.
On to my question: as a methadone patient whose been following the program as you're supposed to, I have earned take homes on the account of several clean Urine drops. However, last month I came across an old friend who had a bunch of Xanax to which he offered several to me. Generally, I cannot stand benzos. They drop my IQ about 80 pts and then put me to sleep. However, being no stranger to the synergy of methadone and benzos being able to imitate/create an intense high, I decided to take 15 of them to reward myself of my lifestyle changes of late (retarded, I know). That's really where the story ends. I took a 2 week 'vacation' of taking 1-2mg per of xan per day on top of my maintanence dose, and as I promised myself after I finished them, I would abruptly stop.
So.. my question is..exactly 14 days after my last consumed Xanax, I had a urine drop at my clinic. What are the odds I will be clean?
I realize I could've cut out a lot of fat in this post, but wanted to give background info of how much Xanax I took, and also that I was on meth maintanence..as I do not know if being on meth can effect drug metabolism (it does tend to slow down the inner-workings of our digestion/metabolism as many of you know).
I am a bit nervous about this because I have worked hard for my take homes, and my clinic takes benzos VERY seriously. Usually they will give you a serious warning if you test positive for benzos, and if yo utest pos again they'll put you on administrative detox and kick you out of the program. Oh and all take homes our lost, no exceptions. I know it was retarded to have accepted those pills. But I am an addict. Shit happens.
Other info: I weigh 190 lbs, drink a fair amount of water, but have been on break from working out so I've been fairly inactive with exercise lately. I have searched a lot on this topic already, but answeres fluctuate anywhere from 2 days to a month...so I was hoping on getting some info on this from someone with 1st hand experience with benzos and urine testing.
Thanks,
CantFUCKINGRemember