Woodsong
Bluelighter
Ok, before I get a bunch of "suck it up kid"s, here's my situation:
I'm currently 25, and I've had a heavy caffeine addiction literally since I was 5... I take 2 200mg pills first thing when I wake up, and usually another one or two after I get off work with cups of coffee and soda scattered here and there. I used to just drink a shit-ton of energy drinks and coffee before I realized that I was spending over $300 a month on the shit... That's a car payment! So I just started taking pills cause they were a helluva lot cheaper. Less 'energizing', but cheaper...
I've tried quitting a couple dozen times before, and the only way I've ever "succeeded" was cold turkey. I cannot taper, will not work... I'd rather go through five days of total misery than a few weeks of moderate misery. I think the longest period I've been without caffeine in the past 20 years was 12 days...
Basically, if I don't have any caffeine by noon, it's all I can do to get up and walk around because my head hurts so fucking bad... Like, I'm going to puke or pass out or have a fucking aneurysm or some shit, not even kidding...
I picked up a pack of 25mg ephedrine tablets today and I'm expecting to get a few day's supply of hydrocodone either later tonight or tomorrow... I've no idea if the ephedrine will help with caffeine withdrawal or not, but I figure hey, it's an even stronger stimulant, so maybe..? The thing with the hydro is, I've recently come off of a pretty hefty four-month habit (120mg+ a day, was getting Norco 10's from either my doc or stepsister for a back injury from a car wreck) which I kicked with the tremendous help of kratom and loperamide, though I'm pretty sure my tolerance is still rather high at this point, so I'm not really sure if they'll help. I can't get my grubby little paws on anything stronger, so ...
Anyone know if ephedrine will help with caffeine withdrawal? I've never tried it before for this purpose. I'm sure the hydro will help the headache to some extent, but .. probably not. Or does anyone have any other tips/tricks for dealing with caffeine withdrawal? I'm tired of taking this shit after twenty years of consuming 800mg+ of caffeine every day when it doesn't even affect me in the slightest anymore, I have to take it or I'll be ready to shove an ice pick into my skull by the end of day 1 to relieve the pressure. Just to feel 'normal'... I'm sick of it... And nobody takes me seriously when I try to explain how bad it is... Even the full-blown hydrocodone aches and shits and watery eyes and runny nose and horrible RLS (until I got some kratom) wasn't as debilitating as a caffeine withdrawal headache is for me... :/
I'm currently 25, and I've had a heavy caffeine addiction literally since I was 5... I take 2 200mg pills first thing when I wake up, and usually another one or two after I get off work with cups of coffee and soda scattered here and there. I used to just drink a shit-ton of energy drinks and coffee before I realized that I was spending over $300 a month on the shit... That's a car payment! So I just started taking pills cause they were a helluva lot cheaper. Less 'energizing', but cheaper...
I've tried quitting a couple dozen times before, and the only way I've ever "succeeded" was cold turkey. I cannot taper, will not work... I'd rather go through five days of total misery than a few weeks of moderate misery. I think the longest period I've been without caffeine in the past 20 years was 12 days...
Basically, if I don't have any caffeine by noon, it's all I can do to get up and walk around because my head hurts so fucking bad... Like, I'm going to puke or pass out or have a fucking aneurysm or some shit, not even kidding...
I picked up a pack of 25mg ephedrine tablets today and I'm expecting to get a few day's supply of hydrocodone either later tonight or tomorrow... I've no idea if the ephedrine will help with caffeine withdrawal or not, but I figure hey, it's an even stronger stimulant, so maybe..? The thing with the hydro is, I've recently come off of a pretty hefty four-month habit (120mg+ a day, was getting Norco 10's from either my doc or stepsister for a back injury from a car wreck) which I kicked with the tremendous help of kratom and loperamide, though I'm pretty sure my tolerance is still rather high at this point, so I'm not really sure if they'll help. I can't get my grubby little paws on anything stronger, so ...
Anyone know if ephedrine will help with caffeine withdrawal? I've never tried it before for this purpose. I'm sure the hydro will help the headache to some extent, but .. probably not. Or does anyone have any other tips/tricks for dealing with caffeine withdrawal? I'm tired of taking this shit after twenty years of consuming 800mg+ of caffeine every day when it doesn't even affect me in the slightest anymore, I have to take it or I'll be ready to shove an ice pick into my skull by the end of day 1 to relieve the pressure. Just to feel 'normal'... I'm sick of it... And nobody takes me seriously when I try to explain how bad it is... Even the full-blown hydrocodone aches and shits and watery eyes and runny nose and horrible RLS (until I got some kratom) wasn't as debilitating as a caffeine withdrawal headache is for me... :/