Butyr Fentanyl Addiction and Withdrawal-A Warning

[The Shadow Self]

I haven't been around for a while, largely because I have been dealing with a divorce and a major addiction to first Acetyl Fentanyl, then Butyr Fentanyl, a couple of the bigger mistakes that I have ever made.

I knew what I was doing. I knew at some point I would have to pay the piper, and fucking pay I did (and still am).

I started buying it in 5 gr batches and going through it all. I was going through about 5 grams a month, in the end, for about 9 months, and it was just brutal.

With such a short half-life, I was in withdrawals by 3 hours after dosing, so I couldn't even get a night's sleep without waking up at least once or twice to dose a little just to keep the withdrawals at bay.

So long story short, if you are in deep at all with these chemicals, if and when you run out or go cold turkey, get ready to have your life turned upside-down. I have detoxed off of several opiates/opioids, including morphine, and the morphine withdrawals were fun compared to BF and AF. I am telling you, literally the most brutal experience of my life, especially when I literally did not sleep for the better part of 2 weeks and even now, I am a month clean of that shit and still not able to sleep without slamming myself with trazadone, which I hate but need to fucking get a couple hours of shit sleep.

I just thought I'd take the time to fess up and admit my stupid choice to get hooked on that shit and share the absolute and total nightmare detoxing off of that shit is. A total, and complete, utter nightmare come to life. And the PAWS is fucking still slaying me right now, which is why I am depressed as fuck, still, unmotivated, and cannot sleep. All I know is I can't wait to get fucking normal again, and it's slow in coming.

Thanks for listening, and I hope someone reads this and get's something from it.

 

[phactor]

I have to say, I am really fucking scared with these type of RCs being available and am also grateful I never acquired them. I'd likely be dead. I totally know how you feel when it says you used and got hooked even though you knew some of the consequences. When I would do that though, the consequences were often worse then I imagined they would be.

How easy is it to get ahold of these things? I have acquired my share of RCs throughout my using career (which is pretty long, for example: I was getting 2c-t-7 via the internet back in the day) and some were really easy to get, while others took a lot more work to get ahold of.

 

[T. Calderone]

It's pretty easy to get certain rc's, though I have never tried the ones OP referred to. Despite reading so many horror stories about bad reactions and people getting dependent on them, I decided to try some recently. Given the fact I had to completely quit alcohol I figured what could it hurt? Let's just say I'm getting attached to these buggers so I need to slow it down a bit before I find myself addicted.

 

[phactor]

It's pretty easy to get certain rc's, though I have never tried the ones OP referred to. Despite reading so many horror stories about bad reactions and people getting dependent on them, I decided to try some recently. Given the fact I had to completely quit alcohol I figured what could it hurt? Let's just say I'm getting attached to these buggers so I need to slow it down a bit before I find myself addicted.

I used etizolam off and on for about a year, it was not good. "I will use these to stop drinking" I would tell myself. I'd reduce my drinking but then up the benzos (while still having some beers, but with Etizolam I was able to afford craft beers once again which I liked). Then the etiz would get out of control and I'd find myself drinking a shitload to compensate. It never worked for me (I was also using opiates and coke semi frequently as well during this entire time and smoking herb daily).

I suck at using drugs lol. Thats why I do not do them anymore.

 

[SSGWAR]

There is hope. I was hooked on fentanyl over 5 years on increasing doses at govt expense mostly. I quit a lot, every month because I would run out 10 days early. Quitting hurt, but a few things really helped. Gabapentin really helped. It is not a narcotic, but wow it helpled so much I could walk, grocery shop, clean up...but the dose I took was way beyond the amount prescribed. I had to take 1200 mg but it was scary how much it helped at a high dose. It takes time, but you WILL get better. You are already over the worst of it

 

[hydr0m0rph]

i have been on and off the BF couple times.. ur right the withdrawals are BRUTAL. for some reason, it lasts much longer for me tho. I can dose once in the evening and sleep all night without redosing.
crazy thing is, now I am using BF for maintenance. Where i live, there is no suboxone, and i cant get thru 2 years of paws so i have decided i will maintain and try to be a functioning member of society while only maintaining and not getting high. surprisingly, i have been doing well. other than a few slip ups getting hi, i do one hit in the morning, one at lunch, and one at night. at this rate, a gram lasts almost 3 weeks. its a cheap way to maintain and function.. i really like this substance. just dont let it take control of you, because it is the most brutal withdrawal i have ever experienced. only opiate withdrawal in which has a seizure.

 

[kingsman27]

Hi
Did any body buy any products from RCHONEY?
Propobly shipping from £50 is free. Thanks for any info.

 

[Matzzepen]

Wana know how to get off in mean time u47700 then to gaba and loperamide 200mg every 24 hours u can buy costco or sams lops or 5gr for 50 bucks on chem sights, i have gone off fuf bf acetylfyntynal and even 3mythlfyntanyl and w18 with this technique

 

[Dop3l3ssHopefiend]

Just wanna share my experience with furanylfentanyl, I got ahold of 600g of it and within 2 weeks it stopped producing any high at all... I kept smoking it to keep the kick away and to stay functional, eventually started IVing a gram at a time and eve, that stopped working scary fast. I'm 3 days off it now, and the word brutal doesn't cut it... it's the 7th layer of hell and I'm barely hanging on. Wake up screaming from pain, mind going haywire, can't eat or even get out of bed. Can someone tell me how long this is gonna last? I tried various opiates but nothing helps worth a damn. Death seems like a welcome relief at this point