roarkisdead
Bluelighter
i stand here as His son,
looking over my domain.
empty bottles, empty friends
blackouts that last for days
spent money, bloody nose
vomit on my clothes.
a fight that i don't even try to win,
lost with the very first breath.
damn this life, his game
i try to run
i can never get far enought.
line after line, pill after pill
chase it all with rum
one more to claw over that edge
to some sort of peace
He comes
laughting at my misery
no rest for His creation
my Father, my saving spirit
never ending this torture.
life is still in my veins
fuck you fuck it all
VINDICTIVE ASSHOLE
god love's all his children
but he doesn't even see me
looking over my domain.
empty bottles, empty friends
blackouts that last for days
spent money, bloody nose
vomit on my clothes.
a fight that i don't even try to win,
lost with the very first breath.
damn this life, his game
i try to run
i can never get far enought.
line after line, pill after pill
chase it all with rum
one more to claw over that edge
to some sort of peace
He comes
laughting at my misery
no rest for His creation
my Father, my saving spirit
never ending this torture.
life is still in my veins
fuck you fuck it all
VINDICTIVE ASSHOLE
god love's all his children
but he doesn't even see me
