hydr0m0rph
Bluelighter
Until yesterday, I had been completely free of all opiates for 46 days.
I had been a long time addict and finally was able to get clean. But I have been suffering some pretty bad PAWS. Very low energy, insomnia, fatigue, no motivation, etc.
So I finally was able to obtain some subutex. I was expecting that it would make me feel normal again, increase my energy levels, maybe help me sleep, etc.
I should say in my 10 year addiction I have used pretty much every opiate / opiod that exists.
So I snorted about 1mg of bupe, hoping for some relief from my PAWS.
I was very suprised when, after an hour, I noticed my eyelids were heavy, I felt a warm wave rush thru my body. It was almost too intense, a classic opiate warmth and heaviness that was quite pleasant. so I laid down on my bed.. The next 4 hours, were I believe, the best opiate experience I have ever felt. It peaked about 3 hours in, a feeling I can hardly put into words. It was as intense as an MDMA high, maybe moreso. I was floating in a sea of heaven.. waves of euphoria rushing thru my entire body, no pain, no anxiety or depression existed. I don't remember an experience anything close to this in all my addicted years. Words really dont do it justice.. it was the most perfect feeling I have ever experienced, from ANY drug.
So, I conclude, Bupe may be the most euphoric opiate there is, for someone with little or no tolerance, at the right dosage.
Anyone experienced anything like this?
Was it just due to my particular situation?
I had been a long time addict and finally was able to get clean. But I have been suffering some pretty bad PAWS. Very low energy, insomnia, fatigue, no motivation, etc.
So I finally was able to obtain some subutex. I was expecting that it would make me feel normal again, increase my energy levels, maybe help me sleep, etc.
I should say in my 10 year addiction I have used pretty much every opiate / opiod that exists.
So I snorted about 1mg of bupe, hoping for some relief from my PAWS.
I was very suprised when, after an hour, I noticed my eyelids were heavy, I felt a warm wave rush thru my body. It was almost too intense, a classic opiate warmth and heaviness that was quite pleasant. so I laid down on my bed.. The next 4 hours, were I believe, the best opiate experience I have ever felt. It peaked about 3 hours in, a feeling I can hardly put into words. It was as intense as an MDMA high, maybe moreso. I was floating in a sea of heaven.. waves of euphoria rushing thru my entire body, no pain, no anxiety or depression existed. I don't remember an experience anything close to this in all my addicted years. Words really dont do it justice.. it was the most perfect feeling I have ever experienced, from ANY drug.
So, I conclude, Bupe may be the most euphoric opiate there is, for someone with little or no tolerance, at the right dosage.
Anyone experienced anything like this?
Was it just due to my particular situation?