Carl Landrover
Bluelighter
This being said, don't go out and get an addiction just to Suboxone for depression. In my opinion, yes, Suboxone worked wonderfully as an anti-depressant, but not the same way normal anti-depressants worked. It's hard to put exactly into words what I mean by that, but I guess it could be summed up by saying it's a good anti-depressant for opiate addicts. It gives us the mind-set and motivation to want to stay clean and do better things. In that way, it brings us out of the depression that readjusting to normal life inevitably causes and helps us move on. Someone who hasn't been to those depths doesn't need to be brought out of them.
Is it as simple as saying that a big part of the depression is caused from opiate abuse and suboxone is merely relieving that depression by filling in the receptors?
Bupe as an anti-d just doesnt make sense for me. I have been taking subs for a long while and I can honestly say that bupe is more a depressant for me. It is very tough to fill that void that IV heroin & whatever would fill for me, suboxone absolutely doesnt do it. Bupe allows me to function while trying to carry on with my life. The hard part is trying to get accustom to living a life not on the edge, the lull of normal life or the waiting for normal life is well boring.
Could it be the bupe that is making me depressed or is it just a typical stage in recovery? I would give anything to go back in time and change how heavily I lived in the drug world, but I cant I am left to deal with this jig-saw puzzle called life.
peace,
seedless
You are more experienced than me in just about everything on the subject, but I did notice I started to feel depressed on suboxone after being on it for a while.
The longest time I was on it was 14+ months, 12 months maintainence and a slow 2+ month taper.
Inevitably ended up addicted again and now back on suboxone.
I think I just need to use suboxone occasionally once I get off of it.
I get depressed on it after long periods of time and I get depressed when I haven't taken any opiates/opioids for a while. Don't have much of an explanation except that the depression I have when off of all opiates, feels like a slow timer that gets reset once I take an opiate. If I can get to that point again, just have to work on spreading out those 'reset' uses.