Been on opiates most of my life, decided to stop, my last oxy was last sept, but buying subs was just as expensive, I started treatment last week, I feel very normal on 4mg, twice a day, but I want to take less but for now I’m ok. This was a huge step for me, I meet again with Dr on Monday to go over my dosage and see where I’m at, I’m the newbie so they only prescribe 8mg a day for first week, then go up if needed, it’s such a relief mentally at this point for me, been too many years of planning where to get my next stock pile, I’m working thru a lot to come clean, I always took subs to prevent withdrawal, after binges, it is helping my pain a lot I’m on disability, so I figured it’s time to do this the right way. I love reading your posts Death88, I been on bluelight over the years, I guess it’s like a safety net for me, thanks!