Hi, first time posting. Just want some advice. My little story: 10 years ago used to bang H. Used the methadone program to quit. Coming off methadone was horrible. So I slipped up again about 5 months ago and started snorting H. I decided to use Suboxone. Took it too soon and had pwds. Awful, shocking experience. Was not prepared for that onslaught. Anyway.... It's been 3 days since I started taking Suboxone and had pwds. I still feel shitty and shaky. I'm wanting to do a little H to just feels normal for a bit. But I'm afraid of pwds again. If I get some and do it, do I have to wait again for days to take Suboxone? I'm in a horrible middle ground and I know it's that instant gratification I'm after. But I just want to feel decent for a bit. Advice is greatly appreciated.