ButrosButros_Grantos
Bluelighter
Damn.
I go cold, everything gets a fuzzy tinge, the whole world is ready to shake itself apart. Sweat beads on my forehead, my fingertips, everywhere. I need to sit down, surely there is some kind of mistake? Surely I heard wrong?
"Have you met her new boyfriend...blah blah blah."
The rest of the sentence is lost to me, I have stopped paying attention, the mouth continues to move, unaware that it's audience has left. New boyfriend. New boyfriend. New. Is that what people said about me a year and a half ago, did some forlorn fool once stand as I do now? New?
Unaware that it was even there, I feel the remaining embers of hope die within me. I always knew that we wouldn't get back together, but I guess that didn't stop hope, damn. My internal walls come flying up, those ones that you tore down build themselves anew, stronger, impervious. I become robotic, no feeling no hope.
As a test our song comes on the radio and I think that the song wasn't all that great.
I go cold, everything gets a fuzzy tinge, the whole world is ready to shake itself apart. Sweat beads on my forehead, my fingertips, everywhere. I need to sit down, surely there is some kind of mistake? Surely I heard wrong?
"Have you met her new boyfriend...blah blah blah."
The rest of the sentence is lost to me, I have stopped paying attention, the mouth continues to move, unaware that it's audience has left. New boyfriend. New boyfriend. New. Is that what people said about me a year and a half ago, did some forlorn fool once stand as I do now? New?
Unaware that it was even there, I feel the remaining embers of hope die within me. I always knew that we wouldn't get back together, but I guess that didn't stop hope, damn. My internal walls come flying up, those ones that you tore down build themselves anew, stronger, impervious. I become robotic, no feeling no hope.
As a test our song comes on the radio and I think that the song wasn't all that great.
