Stimulants Breakup doesn't bother me as much

[SunThatShines]

*ATTENTION MODS- I feel this thread is better in "other drugs" instead of "love and relationship forum" so please dont move it, if you have to then...shucks lol*

My current breakup had me feeling sick to my stomach...And hoping my ex would contact me, even though I refuse to contact her because I'm just gunna give her time to miss me

Anyways, While waiting for her to contact me, I've been feeling kinda down...

Well after smoking meth, I feel like its HER loss for breaking up with me, and that she wont find another guy like me... If she wants me she knows where to find me, right?

I love this feeling of security, but unfortunally it will go away when I come down from the drug...and ill probably feel even worse when the drugs effects go away...

Anyways, meth may be the BEST way to overcome a break up and get yourself feeling like your worth something..

Do you agree?

 

[freehugs]

No, as it is only a temporary fix.

 

[SunThatShines]

it may not be the best way to overcome a breakup, because of course it's not healthy and you can't stay high forever, but I'm curious if you stay high long enough then finally come down, you will feel better knowing time has past and you coped with it

 

[freehugs]

That could be true, but how long would that take? A couple of days? A week? Sleep deprivation/continuous meth use for that long is not good for you at all.

 

[SpoonFullOfSugar]

Be careful with that apporach matey.
I'm on day 3 of a relationship break up after 7.5 years together
The gut wrenching anxiety and depression is best tackeld head on. For that reason i handed my benzo and weed stash to a friend - it's too easy to take the easy road by drugging out your emotions.
You're going to have to face it eventually.
This is by far the hardest thing i've done in my 26 years on the planet, and it hurts. It hurts more than i could have ever imagined.
The only cure is time, and time can be very unkind.

 

[ektamine]

Your entering very dangerous territory.

I entered a VERY similar situation when I broke up w/ 'the love of my life' (in other words, the closest I've ever been to a significant other) and started using stimulants to overcome the deep problems I was having. They make everything feel better, they make you feel like you can just move on and things will be alright. But then you come down, and none of it lasts. You need to be high more and more just to escape your thoughts.

I'm sorry, it might sound cliche, but its true. BE careful. I would advise you look for social means of overcoming the feelings you are going through. Go out with friends, party, have a good time, meet a new guy/girl, whatever floats your boat but just be careful with the drugs. They are not what they seem. Meth is one of the most addictive and destructive drugs out there, and thats coming from someone who uses it (me).

 

[SunThatShines]

You guys are right...This isn't the solution, if anything it will just make things worse.

I'm going to stop using drugs (I only use Gabapentin, which also affects my behaviour I think) and meth occasionally...

This is going to be tough! I'm going to better myself and get a job and keep myself busy.

Thanks guys, you probably prevented me from fu%king my life up .

This is going to be SO painful, the thoughts of her with other people GAH!!!

Dear God, PLEASE give me strength to be happy and find happiness.

Amen

 

[ektamine]

I wish you the best of luck my friend, If you are willed you will be just fine, remember that.

I wish I would've listened to people when I was in your shoes... heh. But – ya live you learn, life goes on.

 

[Buzzo]

I'm in the same boat as you mate.
Its been a few months since i broke up with my gf and i gotta say i've never felt worse about the whole sitio than when i was coming down of uppers.
Your mind is racing with all these different thoughts. Regrets..What could have been? What you could have done to change it.. A thousand different things and when your not able to talk to her cause she doesn't wanna talk to you or your doing the whole time apart thing thats when it hurts the most.
You wanna do things that get your mind of your girl not things that will get you thinking of her. yeah it's all good now when your high but believe me when your all alone with your thoughts that when you start to get really down.

Thats how i felt anyway, maybe your different..

 

[Cane2theLeft]

You guys are right...This isn't the solution, if anything it will just make things worse.

I'm going to stop using drugs (I only use Gabapentin, which also affects my behaviour I think) and meth occasionally...

This is going to be tough! I'm going to better myself and get a job and keep myself busy.

Thanks guys, you probably prevented me from fu%king my life up .

This is going to be SO painful, the thoughts of her with other people GAH!!!

Dear God, PLEASE give me strength to be happy and find happiness.

Amen

I feel like this could be the touching monologue at the end of a video shown to students in a D.A.R.E. program. Also, this a fucking drug forum so no need to self-censor.

You're making the right choice but unfortunately this doesn't belong here and I don't know of a forum where discussion on getting over a breakup with highly addictive drugs would be appropriate.

I hope you're doing alright and if you need support through this there is nothing wrong with that. You don't need to make the situation worse by not dealing with what's happened and compounding the problems with the consequences of meth abuse.

If you really think should be reopened, please feel free to private message me and we can discuss it It just falls outside the scope of how to reduce harms associated with drug use.