Anger And Rage
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 22, 2013
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What are you chronic pain patients prescribed for breakthrough pain?
On top of my reg. 50mcg fent patches I'm given a few (6) 8mg dilaudid.
I find the only way I get relief is an 8mg IV or 16 plug... How the hell is that enough for a month?
Ugh I'm sick of this shit.
My doc went out of town a while back and no one would fill my script... After 6 months of fent and dilaudid and Percocet I lost it during w/d. My pain was so intense, I've been so against suicide my entire life but broke and woke up in ICU on a ventilator after an overdose on a tricyclic... Although I wasn't really myself, I kinda lost control and was IV'ing 112 mg dilaudid daily.
I can't do that again, I'm not religious but I'm praying, praying to something that I have the strength to never falter like that again... Can't hurt my family like that, I breathe through their lungs.
On top of my reg. 50mcg fent patches I'm given a few (6) 8mg dilaudid.
I find the only way I get relief is an 8mg IV or 16 plug... How the hell is that enough for a month?
Ugh I'm sick of this shit.
My doc went out of town a while back and no one would fill my script... After 6 months of fent and dilaudid and Percocet I lost it during w/d. My pain was so intense, I've been so against suicide my entire life but broke and woke up in ICU on a ventilator after an overdose on a tricyclic... Although I wasn't really myself, I kinda lost control and was IV'ing 112 mg dilaudid daily.
I can't do that again, I'm not religious but I'm praying, praying to something that I have the strength to never falter like that again... Can't hurt my family like that, I breathe through their lungs.
