reptarjohnny
Greenlighter
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- Aug 19, 2013
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I would like to hear your stories/thoughts and I hope you'll read mine.
I started taking mdma (mainly in pill form) at the start of last year. It went from a one or two in a night and within the space of a month a quick addiction grew. I started to take 4 a night to taking 8 a night. After another month 25+ on a weekend was just a usual occurance. It became a lifestyle of Friday to Sunday. This continued over the space of 8 months. I had an overdose which slowed me down but only could handle 2 weeks dry and straight back into it.
I had a personal issue that came up right before the start of this year. I wanted to start a fresh slate this year. I went cold turkey and have been successful so far and hope to continue this.
The first couple of months were terrible, felt very shakey, on my own without an escape and my body was not coping well.
It's now almost 8 full months dry but I still have moments where I feel sketchy, daze and just feel scattered and when I encounter a flashback or a memory I feel the rush of how I felt in that moment.
I know you can probably find all this information but I hoping to hear your stories instead about your own struggles in beating addiction or if you still are using and how it affects you? The after affects of taking a high volume and long term/ongoing affects?
I started taking mdma (mainly in pill form) at the start of last year. It went from a one or two in a night and within the space of a month a quick addiction grew. I started to take 4 a night to taking 8 a night. After another month 25+ on a weekend was just a usual occurance. It became a lifestyle of Friday to Sunday. This continued over the space of 8 months. I had an overdose which slowed me down but only could handle 2 weeks dry and straight back into it.
I had a personal issue that came up right before the start of this year. I wanted to start a fresh slate this year. I went cold turkey and have been successful so far and hope to continue this.
The first couple of months were terrible, felt very shakey, on my own without an escape and my body was not coping well.
It's now almost 8 full months dry but I still have moments where I feel sketchy, daze and just feel scattered and when I encounter a flashback or a memory I feel the rush of how I felt in that moment.
I know you can probably find all this information but I hoping to hear your stories instead about your own struggles in beating addiction or if you still are using and how it affects you? The after affects of taking a high volume and long term/ongoing affects?
