EyesSizeOfTheMoon
Bluelighter
Okay, so basically I tried this new source of "MDMA" from a friend and ended up taking it for 3 days (put it in quotations because I don't even think it was MDMA. Probably MDA or some other amphetamine due to it's effects). I obviously know it's not something I'm supposed to do and now I've made a promise to myself to not take anything for a really long time, especially after what's happening right now.
So today is the day after the third binge and now I've been experiencing these weird bursts or waves that surge my body. I don't know if it's originating in my heart or my head but I feel nauseated and every time I feel my body getting lighter, I know the jolt is going to come. Now that it's night time, it's happening more frequently..like every few seconds, or when I get my adrenaline going, when I move my eyes from side to side quickly and the worst...when I'm trying to sleep. I can't sleep because once I'm about to drift off, I start getting bursts after bursts and I wake up scared. Right now I ended up going into sleep paralysis while having these surges and I was getting the typical hypnagogic hallucinations and whirling sounds in my ear while getting the jolts. Lol this sounds crazy and all, but I want to know if I have to just wait it out and abstain from using anything for a long time, or should I go to the hospital? I'm scared to fall back asleep
Oh, there's also a ringing sound in my ear ...
So today is the day after the third binge and now I've been experiencing these weird bursts or waves that surge my body. I don't know if it's originating in my heart or my head but I feel nauseated and every time I feel my body getting lighter, I know the jolt is going to come. Now that it's night time, it's happening more frequently..like every few seconds, or when I get my adrenaline going, when I move my eyes from side to side quickly and the worst...when I'm trying to sleep. I can't sleep because once I'm about to drift off, I start getting bursts after bursts and I wake up scared. Right now I ended up going into sleep paralysis while having these surges and I was getting the typical hypnagogic hallucinations and whirling sounds in my ear while getting the jolts. Lol this sounds crazy and all, but I want to know if I have to just wait it out and abstain from using anything for a long time, or should I go to the hospital? I'm scared to fall back asleep
Oh, there's also a ringing sound in my ear ...
