Doctors are now speculating that I might of had BDD for over a decade, it went undiagnosed and has been the source of most of my distress and suffering in life. I agree with u Stoned Immaculate, everything I did during the day is beginning to make sense now that BDD is being suggested as a possible cause.
I am so happy you created this thread. I had such a strong personality, always came across super confident, was always successful at whatever i did, people would refer to me as a general "winner", was considered a handsome guy, was always good with women; but then when BDD took over I became suicidal, and withdrew from society. Imagine that all in a span of 2 years,
I was as social as they get, and then here i was stuck in my bedroom scared of the outside world. fucked up. I am still struggling, but i will win (god willingly).
It is such a rare disease and would love to get in touch with u guys and girls who are suffering, just to learn more about it, and maybe relate. Let's help one another pull through. Doctors put me on Zoloft recently, meh
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