If I have questions where do I post them? Here? If I want to bitch and rant like an emo kid during the ol' live journal phase do I do it here?
well I have a basic drug concern. I've been on MMT(120MG/day) for the past 6 months and was doing some little wiki reading on seroquel and under the recreational portion of the article it mentioned a specific euphoric interaction between methadone and seroquel. I tried verifying the source but w/ wiki it's pretty much hit or miss (i still luv it). I want some other opinions (more than the "blah fuck seroquel blah not recreational blah snort blah filler lung bad blah blah) I railed 12.5 mg (something I don't do on the regular) and I felt pretty chill. Sort of like smoking a .2 spliff of some northern cali mid grade w/ my dose.
I'll find a way to post up my Q and get some flamin' replies.
As for blogging...nursing school is hard as fuck but there are moments you sometimes get when you're able to make just a slight smile on someone so agonizingly terminal. (the small times where i realize i really do want to live). a lot of other times there's just so much grief, abandonment, and painful death that being a naturally sensitive and emotional person (bipolar II) I'm having to learn the skill of properly balancing desensitization w/ empathy. I hope I make it.
well I have a basic drug concern. I've been on MMT(120MG/day) for the past 6 months and was doing some little wiki reading on seroquel and under the recreational portion of the article it mentioned a specific euphoric interaction between methadone and seroquel. I tried verifying the source but w/ wiki it's pretty much hit or miss (i still luv it). I want some other opinions (more than the "blah fuck seroquel blah not recreational blah snort blah filler lung bad blah blah) I railed 12.5 mg (something I don't do on the regular) and I felt pretty chill. Sort of like smoking a .2 spliff of some northern cali mid grade w/ my dose.
I'll find a way to post up my Q and get some flamin' replies.
As for blogging...nursing school is hard as fuck but there are moments you sometimes get when you're able to make just a slight smile on someone so agonizingly terminal. (the small times where i realize i really do want to live). a lot of other times there's just so much grief, abandonment, and painful death that being a naturally sensitive and emotional person (bipolar II) I'm having to learn the skill of properly balancing desensitization w/ empathy. I hope I make it.
