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Bluelight Singles thread "Living without justification" Part 2

^^ i used to have crushes on unattainable people because i believed that i didn't deserve to be happy. i now believe that everyone deserves to be as angry as me

my life is a shitload more healthy now
 
(edit: for MP)^ Owie :(

raverchik said:
God damn. Failure to find sufficient rl boyfriend, I too may have to resort to an e-boyfriend..

At least they are indesposable :\
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Id love to help you out but ive already got an o' so loving and caring e-gf
Would you consider being an e-mistress?
The hours are good and you dont even have to get out of bed to do the job :)
 
people say this, but really, i'm not completely sold on the whole 'liking these people to assure myself my tortured psyche can subsist virtually unnourished'.

though you do have to wonder when patterns occur. i just couldn't have seen any way to make this any different except from not move in with him, which i briefly considered doing for this exact reason! aaaaaaagh!
 
Mary Poppins said:
or highly disposable, as the case may be ;)

to sum up:

crush on housemate = not cool

the most unviable relationship ever really, and now that i am presented with the actuality that he may well be about to get a new g/f, and as he is somewhat of a serial monogamist/long-term relationship kind of guy, it's an odd feeling watching what miniscule chance you had just float out the window while you sit there with your hands tied.

aaaah self-destructive relationships, I just do them so goddamn well. :|
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I could introduce you to my grumpy housemate if you like...

Can I ask you something, have you ever actually broached the subject of you two going on a date? Maybe he thinks you arent interested in him in that way and went looking somewhere else.

I dunno what to tell you MP...maybe focus on something he does thats horrid to get your mind off him. Works for me!
 
ok so i went onto astrology.com.au today at work and got this as my daily horoscope

If your home is your castle, think about where it begins and the rest of the world ends, the boundaries you choose to defend and feel safe within. If home is where the heart is, define the spaces of your heart and whom you want to let in or have access to it. Put up signs and indications, so others will know and not transgress.
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honestly, is it just me or is that a little bit too close to the mark??? :\
 
m4dd0g said:
Would you consider being an e-mistress?
The hours are good and you dont even have to get out of bed to do the job :)
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Hrmm I will give it some thought. However I was thinking of a more full time position :(

Prospects are looking grim.
 
Mary Poppins said:
or highly disposable, as the case may be ;)

to sum up:

crush on housemate = not cool

the most unviable relationship ever really, and now that i am presented with the actuality that he may well be about to get a new g/f, and as he is somewhat of a serial monogamist/long-term relationship kind of guy, it's an odd feeling watching what miniscule chance you had just float out the window while you sit there with your hands tied.

aaaah self-destructive relationships, I just do them so goddamn well. :|
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Crushes on housemates are great! :D Until she puts you on a sex ban :( Then its just torture having to live with someone you really want to shag again but can't :\
 
Mary Poppins said:
honestly, is it just me or is that a little bit too close to the mark??? :\
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I went to that site just for kicks and now i'm scared, it's like they're standing behind me reading my mind or something 8(
 
Mary Poppins said:
honestly, is it just me or is that a little bit too close to the mark??? :\
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You and 1/12 of the population ;)


P.S. I feel your pain
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up all night said:
- no immediate plans to leave the country (surprisingly quite important when dating someone)
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GOD! WTF! Awesome guy is leaving for 3 years! I'm definately backing away from that situation before it ends in drunken tears.

*curse*
 
I am so horny all of the time. I really need to get into a relationship. I dont want an emotional one, just a sexual one. I really dont like being in relationships, I have no time for them. I do have one hour a day though that I need .. to be satisfied ;) however . I have no idea why I am so god damn toey all the time ! make it stop:X
 
breakyaself said:
I am so horny all of the time. I really need to get into a relationship. I dont want an emotional one, just a sexual one. I really dont like being in relationships, I have no time for them. I do have one hour a day though that I need .. to be satisfied ;) however . I have no idea why I am so god damn toey all the time ! make it stop:X
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this maybe be age related....well I was talking about this with my two friends, one being just past 30, and she was confirming her other 30+bit friend's notion that once you hit 30, you want/need sex all the freakin' time. Like you become...fully sexually liberated and need to blow your horny horns haha.
Maybe you're heading towards/gearing up for that or even it it? sorry I wouldn't know (in terms of your age), think I've seen a pic of you before round here but gawd I dunno how old u r n I'm shocking at guessing ages anyways. Alas food for thought.
But who says you need to hit thirty to be like that....
I can't comment myself I'm pretty far from 30 :)

also
this has maybe been said, or if I say it I'm gonna sound rather sad (or I've said this before?? de ja vu. i gotta bad memory). But here it goes....I'm getttng so bloody sick of seeing happy, lovey-dovey couples. People in love, holding hands, gazing into each others eyes while having a D+M no doubt etc etc
N i won't get started about people going overboard with the PDAs (like the couple I was serving at work tonight, he was almost trying to eat her felt like telling them to get a room!). Now it sounds like something belonging in Misc. Rants.
but anyways.... well guess I'm getting bitter, twisted and cynical before my time. Possibly a symptom of long lacking such lame-ass coupledom myself? But I'm going along good being busy with my own life. Mum once said she thought I was incapable of falling in love which is pretty extreme but hmmm.
I'm crapping on. Either way its just pisisng me off. Why can't we have a Jerry Springer-style domestic going on in the middle of the shopping centre instead haha.

Sound like its time for me to start buying all those cats (which will be thrown at people when I'm a bitter old hermit-spinster hahaha)
 
People, People...


The trick is simply to find someone who you get along with as a friend - yet still want to see naked.


It really is that simple.
 
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