Bluelight Singles thread "Living without justification" Part 2

[magpi]

snuggles and kisses are fun

specialy in teh cold whiel sitting in a kiddys play equipment at 2am stone cold sober after going to a nina simone tribute night

 

[BREAKaBEAT]

Wow I am so back in this thread ! Lucky I have 6 million ppl at work every night trying to pick me up, ONLY because I work in bar ie - good lighting+ drunkards. So if I want sex with girls guys or any combination of the two I can get it.

Great huh ?
Not really. Sex is so overrated for me at the moment for me. probably cus I can get it. To make matters worse after two drinks I cant feel anything.

*looks sideways* down there. Anymore. So its like what I am meant to be SOBER!?!?! when I have sex with randoms? Eww.

Being at work is like the greatest thing ever for my ego. When I work I have legions of adoring fans. I kid you not. And afterwards if I go out in newtown ppl (mostly chicks) are like OHMYFUCKINGGAWD its the hot bar chick from the bank!!! So I have like mini celebrity status in the suburb where I work. Which may be have been like crazy sexy cool if I actually had any sex drive, any inclination to want to be with someone. I dont even feel like kisses or hugs or anything. Seeing ppls desperation when they are drunk has completely turned me off wanting to ever 'be' with anyone. Ppl gross me out. Oh my you are hot I want to touch you Like what the fuck?? you dont even know me. I dont find anyone attractive either. The only thing that turns me on to ppl is ppl not showing they are attractive towards me and beating down to a pulp with intelligent arguments about shit I pretend to know about. When I said that being at work is like the greatest ego boost ever it is, for that moment only . Its not like I walk away from work and go home and go oh my i am so fucking hot right now. The compliments are usually followed by some type of face drool which is egotisically sobering.

I needed to rant Im up late im bored im confused.

 

[onetwothreefour]

^^^ that feeling takes a while to go away, too

 

[sydkiwi]

I just had one messy break up with a guy was seeing casually.

We went out for a drink on fri night and I asked him what he wanted for his birthday this week. At which he tells me hes off to europe to see some chick he met while holidaying in the USA a few months ago! And hes leaving this week! I'm like how long have you had this planned. the last few weeks! I'm like when the fuck where you going to tell me?? at the end of the weekend? the day before you leave? when you get back? He sits there and makes out he was waiting for the right moment to tell me.

Then when I storm off home he begs me to stay and talk (we already had at that point one lengthly argument our situation).

Its like I've been suggesting a night away for a while now and hes always like no. Now I know why. Hes been planning this trip and I'm not good enough to take away for a night somewhere.

 

[KemicalBurn]

Girls are teh suck!

that is all

 

[-PSychiK-]

See, I wont even start a relationship unless I can see it possibly going somewhere. I wont go out with someone for the sake of going out with someone... (not saying you are). If you dont think you would want to work a problem out, if it araises, you prolly shouldn't be with that person in the first place.

*edit* didnt make sense there for a bit

But sometimes you dont know the problems are there until you actually get together....

Even if you were friends first .... you still dont know them properly yet until you have more of an emotional connection with them.

I believe in the theory that if i find someone attractive, and like what i know about them then ill give them a go.... if it doesn't work out, then to make sure i have the power to walk away too. Otherwise you could miss out on a really good thing....

 

[che_melbourne]

im still in here... i think i'll end up staying here permenantly with my luck oh well no use talking bout it

 

[ValeTudo]

I just had one messy break up with a guy was seeing casually.

Its like I've been suggesting a night away for a while now and hes always like no. Now I know why. Hes been planning this trip and I'm not good enough to take away for a night somewhere.

If you're seeing him on a casual basis [in perhaps the more "stereotypical" sense of the word], one might assume it's more of a sexual arrangement than a companionship thing. Perhaps he isn't comfortable in such a close range of contact?

I personally wouldn't be rushing to invite a casual aqquantance away on a "romantic" (if you will) holiday away. It's more suited toward those in a committed/serious relationship imho

 

[gher]

I just had one messy break up with a guy was seeing casually.
(etc etc)

Ouch.
*hugs*

Business as usual for me, though I must admit I'm getting rather comfortable being single. It's like this year is a repeat of last year in terms of relationships, only this time I've learnt from past mistakes.

Looks like I'll be seeing a gal I met on my birthday this week. The same thing happened about a year ago, only she ended up with someone else. Here's hoping. %)

 

[neverwas]

Girls are teh suck!

that is all

awe KB...*holds out her hand*

well im still here. but i had a fun weekend with the male species...

it included

- am army boy
- a bar man
- and some other guy...

went home alone though :/ but it was fun to dance and flirt

 

[iamtha1]

but i had a fun weekend with the male species...

it included

- am army boy
- a bar man
- and some other guy...

went home alone though :/ but it was fun to dance and flirt

I thought that was going to be a very kinky story until I read the last sentence har har har

 

[endlesseulogy]

Hey soldier boy

 

[up all night]

[late applause]

Yay Adge! I love how the no-longer-single-man can't bring himself to leave the singles thread.

As for the attraction argument - I agree with Addikal in that it's probably not technically random and on some as yet uncharted level there is a reason why we find certain people attractive but really, I find myself attracted to the strangest people and really turned off by people who are cute/nice/funny and generally quite wonderful.

I really don't think we need to question why we're attracted to certain people but just recognise attraction for what it essentially is - animalistic instinct.

 

[neverwas]

I thought that was going to be a very kinky story until I read the last sentence har har har

not this time unfortunantly

i got bored so quickly with these guys i spent hours tryin to figure out why ic an pick up a guy at the drop of a hat but two hours later im bored shitless with him...then i discovered...im hung up over someone and untill i stop comparing people to him and shit im not going to get anywhere...

 

[sydkiwi]

Well after a weekend of drinking alot and pretty disappointed at myself (well maybe I should of told him I was starting to get a bit attached). Back to studies.

I'll be lucky to find someone who can half handle my moods like he did to some degree.

maybe thats why he fucked off to europe.

 

[iamtha1]

So it seems 1234 & myself are back in this thread.

We just both weren't ready... both of us jumped in a bit too quick. Very likely, considering we're both relationship-phobes! Think it'll work out we'll be even better friends now.

Thanks for the good times, Brad!

 

[NickyJ]

^ And I was about to tell you to get the fuck out of my thread

 

[katmeow]

All lies... you guys just missed posting in the singles thread too much

Welcome back, I guess...

 

[UnSquare]

Memories Last Forelephant: Thanks for the good times, Brad!

No.
You're not ready!
Brad's already built half a beaver-damn
in Isolated Bradvillecityvalecoveplace.

An' frankly,
it's nececeececerrry for his "FILM CAREEEER".

See,
what lot's y'all don't know 'bout B-Film
is that he often
(an' pretty oft' for a mod... a SenoirMOD, too.

Preoccupied.

Like A Key Tied To,
Like,
A Brick If You Wanna Go To Tje Baaathr'm
in Serve's.

Double Diss.

Put on The Police
"I Can't Stand Losing"
& flex & cry & PM in frontatha mirror.

Slam some drunks -

Brad.

Nothin' but net.

Actually now I feel all guilty an' shit...
For,
well...
But, yo'know,
I care for him.
Because he's special.
And valuable.
And has gotten all serious n shit lately.
So,
we
satayrt the
B4B
he's gonna havta chillbattleaxe.
We'll sneak benzo's in his benzo's,
then pump him full of meth in a clown shop.

Then we'll stand around,
pointin' an' laughin',
sayin',
"You look like a clown."

But you won't willya ADMINBINLADENWITHMODERATE(ORY)TASKS.

I only try an' get his attention this way,
caus otherwise "The Bradster" <- Dude!
might jus' be in too cool a mood for y'all.

Don't shower the poor power-hungry fool
with praise.
Or Sympathy.
He's surfin' the Lif-a-Fornia whilst you shit readin'
this nonsensical shit that I copied an' pasted from
another thread.

Caus you've gotta act like ya wan' it.

UnTrue
TrueLies
J.L.
Curtins peeps.



disclaimer: jus' went an' smoked a bigblunt. hope it doesn't get
in the way... an' then, you'll literally forget.
I'm obsessed with them.
They MIMIC like that movie MIMIC
my tryhardertoinvertthe'w'&crop a side.


1a. They patronise the skills of B.2.3.4.
1b. They patronise the skills of 1of1thyam
2.
If 2a is more similer by 1a than 1 of 1a's #'s.
Even.
Otherwise
Optimus Prime.

Much Love.
An' I'm sure you can find bits on each other
you din't even know were there!

 

[Pop Popavich]

i'm feeling rather unloved. i think i'll turn gay.

i'm going to try for onetwothreefour first.