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Bluelight Singles thread "Living without justification" Part 2

I'm in the 'i dont think i have the capacity to love again im so bitter, twisted and over it' category.

also the 'one night stands > fuckbuddys' because of the emotional thing.

single sucks sometimes but then i remember how fucked up it feels to be screwed over and im ok again.
 
jewish girls rock
*sweet inocent look*

in other news i'm starting to look at things a whole other way
starting to realise just how emotionaly fucked rach was for me how much she belittled me and ridiculed me but would get supper upset if i even tryed to question her or her emotions
farkn amaricans


i have sort of met some oen and also sortof started seeing a old friend i know its not to healthy to have to much of a good thing btu at the same time its helping me learn more about myself and my own mindset

knowing how to pick and choise who is the rigth person for me

one day i may get it right

(again jewish girls rock ;) )
 
in some ways im starting to think both masterbation fuck buddys and one nigth stands are totaly overated

the new best thing is a snug buddy
there is no pretence that there has to be sex (in meany cases there si no sex at all) there is companionship in a way and a close bod to the friendship and on those cold winter nights you always know there is some oen to come over and keep you warm and snuggle up to

give me a good snug buddy any day
 
to everyone who said sex is overrated..

*deep breath, heave, sigh*

*ends rant before she takes up a whole page*

:(
 
magpi said:
in some ways im starting to think both masterbation fuck buddys and one nigth stands are totaly overated

the new best thing is a snug buddy
there is no pretence that there has to be sex (in meany cases there si no sex at all) there is companionship in a way and a close bod to the friendship and on those cold winter nights you always know there is some oen to come over and keep you warm and snuggle up to

give me a good snug buddy any day

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magpi said:
jewish girls rock
*sweet inocent look*

in other news i'm starting to look at things a whole other way
starting to realise just how emotionaly fucked rach was for me how much she belittled me and ridiculed me but would get supper upset if i even tryed to question her or her emotions
farkn amaricans


i have sort of met some oen and also sortof started seeing a old friend i know its not to healthy to have to much of a good thing btu at the same time its helping me learn more about myself and my own mindset

knowing how to pick and choise who is the rigth person for me

one day i may get it right

(again jewish girls rock ;) )

Yes you two looked quite cosey together arm in arm hehe....
 
i have concluded that women are in need of a team of neurologists working round the clock to help overcome thier inexplicable behaviour

the girl i want to be with (who lives interstate) just told me the other day that she was attracted to me and wanted to start something when she met me. ok, i put moves on her, i flirted my ass of, i gave us alone and quiet time in amongs the crowd of ppl that were at these retreats, so why on earth didnt she show any signs, and why bring it up now, over a month after i expressed my feelings to her where she was "speachless" over the matter.....

next time she's in town this will all get sorted, but still any1 got any clue as to wtf could be up with her

:(Dee
 
I wanna know I keep on being attracted to boys who just don't treat me good enough. The thing is though, at the beginning they treat me lovely, then I get attached, then they don't treat me so good.
The boy I'm seeing was entirely flippant this week, after being a complete sweetheart last week. Apparantly it's because he thinks I'm too good for him, and he needs to sort himself out, and he's got a lot of shit going on thats stressing him out. I just feel like he's trying to push me away.

I guess I'm just shitty because we were supposed to hang out today but I can't get hold of him. Maybe he's got no credit, maybe he's still asleep, but goddammit, a little bit of thought would be nice.
 
funluvingirl: i totally understand.. same thing with me. for months he was great then literally in a week suddenly i was ignored and never calls or wants to hang out.. like im his worst enemy. and after about a month says i dont wanna break up, or not break up.. just whatever. dont even know where we stand now.. not sure what went wrong THERE! so i figure just cool it off for a few weeks and see what happens.. maybe u should do the same?
 
^^
Eh I hate that. Like you meet someone and things are going ok then they just stop calling and when you ask them if there's anything wrong they just say im really busy or some crap obviously lame answer. I hate men :P
 
Being single is bloody expensive....rather than sit at home on a saturday night the only other alternative is to go out with my mates, and i always wind up spending $150+

Every weekend it's the same old story...and it's sending me broke...
 
muzby said:
st pats tavern in sydney springs to mind...

St Pats - My old local! The Parkway in Frenchs Forest would give any place in sydney a run for it's money. On a friday evening with the after work crowd, it gets pretty packed, and i think i counted about 5 females out of a crowd of about 200 this week. You could pick a few fights in that place...
 
^^^ yeah, luckily my friend helped me out when "jump around" by house of pain came on, and some massive leb dude jumped on my feet, and i gave him a rather large shove...

rather rough place...

but on saying that, a great place to meet ladies... i've never come out of there empty handed... although, sometimes (most times) the quality left a lot to be desired...
 
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