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Bluelight Singles thread "Living without justification" Part 2

I'm rather too quietly self destructive to maintain a relationship with anyone for a sufficiently long period of time.

I'm still trying to walk the long and precipitous path, hopefully i'll make it someday without falling off.
 
^^ Im still on the path of self-discovery..

I can tell because any thoughts of getting into a relationship with a person are always extreamly short lived.. then i get stubble rash ;)

:D
 
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-Thoth said:
I'm rather too quietly self destructive to maintain a relationship with anyone for a sufficiently long period of time.

I'm still trying to walk the long and precipitous path, hopefully i'll make it someday without falling off.
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Totally hear you on that one!

Regrets... hmmm, I'm not a huge one for regrets. But there was this guy when i was 14. I was in love with him for 2 years but he was with someone else. I see now that I was the second string girl who he flirted with when stuff was shit with them (but when you're 14, inexperienced and lusting after someone, the ego boost puts all else out of your mind). Anyway, they split and shortly after that we were on a swimming training camp over Christmas/New Years. The two of us spent hours that week talking and hanging out together. After midnight, we went for a walk and at one stage we came very close to kissing, but me in my inevitable style at the time, pulled away at the last minute. Nothing eventuated and he got back with his girl shortly after.

I regretted the missed opportunity for a long time after that. We lost contact when we quit training, but met up again when we were in the same course at uni. I was still smitten. He flirted with me for weeks, then sent me an email asking what I thought his chances were with my best friend. They ended up together and I realised how much of a fool I'd been.

I got an email from him out of the blue this week to tell me he's getting married.

That's nice.
 
look at the following post:

/me picks up thread and points in different direction.

so, what's the longest that all the people here have been single for? yeah, i'm just depressed. 11 months for me with not even a prospect

grr.

lonely!brad


note the date in the thread. i've been in this thread since i first registered on bluelight. how disturbing. and i was *already* whinging back then. god, it's three years!!!

anyway, finally, i'm out. and with a bluelighter (ugh! ;)) and all.

defying all logic regarding height and comfort levels, i am exiting this thread with the lovely iamtha1 in tow. how did this happen? i hear you all cry. why, a lot of alcohol and some truly puzzling decision making on her part, i answer with a wink. but i'm pretty damn happy with the situation, so, um, woohoo :D heh, she doesn't know i'm revealing this to the bluelight population yet, so it could be amusing ;)
 
hey thats great news brad!! and there is nothing wrong with short chicks and uber tall bluelighters ;)
 
yeah nice work brad! i'm sure everyone will miss your contribution* to the thread though.

*read-whinging ;)
 
awww...

Good work guys! It's actually quite good that you've hooked up, when it comes to dating - you're both as pansy when it comes to commitment as each other ;). Obviously when you put two of the same together, they learn to relax and go with the flow, resulting positively.

Hope it all go's well!
 
*cringe*

Fuck you Brad.

I hate PLUR!!!! :p

To make a note I actually enjoyed being single a lot... :D

And Shnouzer you take that 'AllStars Team' back, take that back!!!!!

*cringe*

;)
 
i regret not knowing what would have been
twice
the first time i lost my cool and freeked out
with in a week of meeting we where living together
by the end of the month i lost it
needed to sort my head out
said so much to her that night she met the guy she ended up getting married to

a month later i met orla back packer form ireland (bloody irish) only had 3 months left to her visa before she had to move on
was just ment to be fun
till we fell in love by mistake
she left
i said i would follow as soon as i could get a job and get the money together
that was nearly 2 yrs ago

really got to stop this sort of crap happening

im puttin gmy foot down
not more what ifs no more brain farts
no more playing the field

sort my shit and life my life how i want to live it
 
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