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Blue Heart MDMA (half pill) - First Time - That was different!

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Okay, this is my first trip report so here goes..

It was a spur of the moment thing, after smoking cones all day and just bumming around the house, I decided tonight was the night to try XTC, so I head over to a mates house to pick one up, it was a little Blue Heart with whiteish dots in it, seemed very loosely packed but I dont know much about them, anyway... We get back home and I'm a tad nervous, so I only pop half and my friend takes the other for himself.

I'm sitting on the couch watching tv, thinking to myself "Now whats gonna happen first and when will I start feeling it?" First thing I noticed about 20 mins later was the temperature, I started getting warm, not hot, just warm n kinda tingly.. My legs felt very light as did the rest of my body. Then all of a sudden my eyes are wobbling, just for a second then they stop, and start again a second later.. I dont panic, I was expecting this. I tell my friend whats happening and he said I should walk around maybe get some water.

As I stand up I felt a massive rush that I cant explain and within 5 seconds I'm drenched with sweat and everything has gone blurry like I've had a bottle of vodka to myself. I sit outside for some air rushing of my fuckin face I couldn't concentrate on anything, my friends are talking to me, but it was like they were backround noise I could understand and talk back to them, but it just felt surreal.. Then things went downhill, I started to feel rather sick, but not in a bad way, in a "purging" way.. Like my body didnt want the pill inside it anymore. So I casually walked to the toilet and sat on the floor. I vomited for about 10 mins or so... And things started clearing up (vision wise) but my head was a mess, I could hardly talk, I felt so lethargic. I just wanted to cover myself with a towel and sit on the floor, quite content.

My friend convinced me to stand up, after which I felt pretty much okay.. The feeling was hard to explain, I'd say heroin would have a feeling like this (Not that I'd know) But I just wanted to hide, I got in my friends bed and put my head under the sheets, it was SOO WARM AND COSY I could not believe it. Around 30 mins later I managed to get up and walk around to watch tv, the rest of the night was spent in a warm glow of what I assume was MDMA, and many more cones were had!!!! END

PS. I had little / no after affects or comedown the next day.

Thanks for reading!substancecode_MDMA
substancecode_ecstasy
 
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thanks for sharing scientist.
it's always a good idea to test your pills- you never know what's in them unless you do. your reaction could be due to something it's cut with.... although some people seem to react to mdma like this too.

um what else.... smoking a lot weed a lot before taking a new psychoactive dwug isn't always a good idea - best to approach these things a little cautiously at first i think.
 
Thanks for your advice miasma. I had been smoking that day, but I was pretty much at baseline when I tried the pill.. But you're probably right, it may have affected me differently because of the weed.

I don't actually know where to get pilltesters from, but I don't think I'll be trying it again anytime soon... The sudden-ness of it was the part I didn't like I suppose, as it hit me like a freakin' freight train.

Hopefully my first report was half decent, I dont want to fill up these great forums with rubbish posts.

scientist. :D
 
hey I got the nausea thing on my second roll (first strong roll). I think it might have something to do with the 'shock' to your system, that flood of neurotransmitters.

Great little story though! I enjoyed reading it.

The MDMA comeon takes some time getting used to. Perhaps if you do try it again you can try taking a quarter of a good pill then another quarter when the first bit can be felt (this would make the transition smoother).

peace and love and happy exploration! And welcome to BL! :)
samadhi
 
It was a "shock" to the system thats for sure Samadhi! Probably the most intense feeling I've had in my life, not particulary enjoyable.. But intense nonetheless.

Maybe because I was just chilling watching TV, it may have been different in a club / dance scene or something. But hey, we'll see how I go, I might try it again, I might not.

Thanks for the reply!
 
a personal thing, but I *much* prefer chillin' at home with a close loved one on MDMA (ecstasy) rather than at clubs or bars. It feels like a waste to be on it there because I can't get sprawled out on the living room carpet with blankies and make out and caress and rub my partner =D
 
Well Samadhi, that sounds like a great way to use MDMA but unfortunatly I dont have a girlfriend, although the way I felt after the whole vomiting thing, I probably could've done some rubbing and caressing of my own! LOL I didnt feel highly sexed-up or anything but I'm sure it would've felt great.

scientist
 
not really sure if it is your style, but doing it at a rave with a couple of close friends always turns out to be a good night for me:)
 
Haven't been to a rave yet, hopefully soon though! Dunno if I'm ready to try it again yet though, especially if I have a reaction like the first time... Half a pill had me pretty munted for a while, dont really wanna be sitting around at a rave tbh. But we'll see what happens next time! :D
 
Your description sounds like these pills are a really hefty dose of MD. Your description almost exactly fits with what I feel like if I've had quite a high dose (200mg+) of MD... since it's your first time you could quite feasibly get similar effects off as little as 80mg or so, but still means you've got hold of some rather nice tats.

I tend to get quite lethargic on MDMA as well - some people get up and dance about; I sink into my chair and let the atmosphere of the environment and sounds wash over me. I'll often go silent for long stretches of time, then realise someone's been talking to me and I haven't noticed whatsoever.

'sgood stuff. Do it infrequently so it retains its magic.

EDIT: thinking about it, I've had similar reactions from doses that are 'too low'... a certain unease and lethargy that lurks, and a sort of sicky feeling in my throat... 100mg has always been my optimum dose, but if you can only get pills it's always difficult to gague until you've worked out what different amounts subjectively feel like.
 
Hehe, whatever was in it was a hefty dose I'm sure.. My mate said they were "smack biccies" which I automatically assumed meant heroin, after some lurking I discovered smack biccies are usually quite high in MDMA giving a "munted/smacked out" feeling which is what I got.

Good to know I have access to good pills, hoping to try one again soon.. Probably only a 1/4 pill this time, I don't want to make it a every weekend thing, just occasionally for a bit of fun.

It was actually funny because my mate used to take heaps of biccies back in the day and is a damn good shuffler, I was expecting him to be dancing all night but he sat with me most of the time talking quite softly and all like "You alright, mate?" - "How you feelin' now?" - "You cool now, buddy?" lolol Good kid!

Then we had a nice chat on his bed after I felt less nauseous. Just funny thinkin I was expecting to be revvin hard all night... Hehe!
 
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