Hot ya when I was young I thought I’d never want to swallow another man’s cum. Now I swallow my own when ever I do adderall because it makes me want to taste my cum and it’s such a turn on to shoot a huge load in my mouth and taste it. So hot I sucked off a couple guys and it was so hot .. haven’t in a long time so I just take my own .. it’s the best when I edge my load.. so I don’t orgasm then try to do it.. I’d like to do it more often so even if I had an orgasm I’d still want it:. It’s just so dirty and turns me on.I have, and in fact I love the practice just for feeling the cum in my mouth. I swallow my own and others'. I also happen to find it very spiritually fulfilling.
That being said, I do not think it is "prudish" or "selfish" to not like what I like.
However, being capable of writing several essays that describe the utmost details of disgust about something, renders your claims that you "like doing it" very invalid, no matter how many 100s of times you repeat that you l"ike doing it but it is not your hobby. "
Whatever.