blooming.......

[antiicheez]

I know that I have felt the undeniable beats of life's energy,
Any denials I make, flatly refusing to believe that these unbridled chasms I leap,
my reason, lifes excuse,
are trully really the only truth,
to do so and contradict my worth,
to breath the vile wind that strips the earth,
is to leave a brittle leaf blowing into oblivion,
a deserted cocoon flapping dejectedly in sorrowful breeze.

 

[antiicheez]

.......visualization.........
Only through natures verse could a reflex exist,
an insane welling,
a golden syrup melt that buzzes and swells and fills the soul,
The electricity that courses through your veins, that inspires and drives,
The warmth that placates but energises, that pulses and dies as seconds pass by
That purest of white clouds that carries you randomly from the extreme peaks to the lifeless depths of nothing.

 

[antiicheez]

...........action
the fruity scents penetrate my pores,
secret but unabashed touching ignites the gloomy mist,
for a second everything is real, I am normal again. Am I?
Contact is soon lost and the dark fog of longing swirls and sweeps slowly,
drifting through my translucent grey skin