IamMe90
Bluelighter
Hi all, I'm currently experiencing one of the most frustrating side effects I've ever experienced from a drug. I used kratom 3 times yesterday, once at 2pm, once at 9pm and once at 10pm. The doses were not too high, 3g, 3g, 5g, pretty ordinary kratom. The actual effects of the kratom were consistent with past experiences.
Right now I feel totally cracked out and unable to sleep and it's been a good 8 and a half hours since I've taken any kratom. I feel insane in a particularly bizarre and frustrating way. When I am conscious and doing something like typing this message or reading, I can maintain lucidity just fine. But when I close my eyes and try to go to sleep, as soon as I start losing consciousness I'll hallucinate vivid images of random things like people, cars, etc, and start producing an absolutely incoherent and wild train of thought about them. It's like as soon as I start to fade out I start having uncontrollable thoughts that make no sense, and it wakes me up. I've been laying here doing this for about 5 hours. I'm hydrated, have eaten in the last 5 hours and nothing else seems to be particularly wrong.
Has anyone else experienced anything quite like this? This seems like a bizarre side effect of kratom, something more along the lines of stimulant psychosis from a large binge, but I would not call what I did a "binge" and kratom has never produced pronounced comedown effects like a stimulant does for me. Does anyone have any suggestions on how I could get rid of this or go to sleep? I have no access right now to any useful drugs like benzodiazepines, synthetic opiates or alcohol. Appreciate any input, thanks.
Right now I feel totally cracked out and unable to sleep and it's been a good 8 and a half hours since I've taken any kratom. I feel insane in a particularly bizarre and frustrating way. When I am conscious and doing something like typing this message or reading, I can maintain lucidity just fine. But when I close my eyes and try to go to sleep, as soon as I start losing consciousness I'll hallucinate vivid images of random things like people, cars, etc, and start producing an absolutely incoherent and wild train of thought about them. It's like as soon as I start to fade out I start having uncontrollable thoughts that make no sense, and it wakes me up. I've been laying here doing this for about 5 hours. I'm hydrated, have eaten in the last 5 hours and nothing else seems to be particularly wrong.
Has anyone else experienced anything quite like this? This seems like a bizarre side effect of kratom, something more along the lines of stimulant psychosis from a large binge, but I would not call what I did a "binge" and kratom has never produced pronounced comedown effects like a stimulant does for me. Does anyone have any suggestions on how I could get rid of this or go to sleep? I have no access right now to any useful drugs like benzodiazepines, synthetic opiates or alcohol. Appreciate any input, thanks.
