I experienced what I would call ny first 'real' episode of mania yesterday. I've thought for some time now that I was bipolar. Month up, two months down kind of situation with a few 'normal' days in-between. sorry if anything is spelt wrong or something doesn't make sence Im typing on my phone an quiet frankly my fingers are too fat for a smart phone. So back oh track... I felt like I had a spoon full of speed, rode a roller coaster for half an hour an then strolled into work. It felt great, I had so much energy an so much work to use it on. I was working on my own so that was okay but when I was talking to my boss I couldn't concentrate on what I was saying, I was talking at speed I couldn't even process. That's all I have to say at the moment. I posted this for personal recollection and for the enjoyment of others.