tired of crap
Bluelighter
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So since I updated last Ive done well with my morning routine but given my school load I fell off the exercise wagon - oops! - plan is to get back on it this week.
Mornings have still been difficult, Friday, was horrid - we had planned a nice day where we would both skip school and go for a hike and picnic etc but morning came and my daughter blew up (because she was to stay with me for the weekend as she had a party she wanted to attend in town and thus wouldnt see her mom). Eventually we made it for our hike but mornings like that really take the wind out of my sails - theyre just so exhausting mentally and emotionally.
The weekend was nice - we went swimming and hiking with the neighbors and their kids and we (the adults only haha) all had a little trip - it was nice connecting with everyone. However the 2ce left me with a tension headache all day yesterday that I just couldn't shake so I eventually took an advil before bed.
Doing poorly on my organic chemistry midterm (I left studying too late and hadnt even finished the assigned readings - but I did well on what I had studied) was stressful and recognizing my desire to drink afterwards I conceded to a toke instead. It was been a while since I drank last and I can feel the habit slowly fading as I integrate other means of stress relief into my life.
My goals for this week include getting back into exercise, finishing a project early (its due friday), cutting back on smoking (i honestly cant afford that habit either but its been indispensable in helping me quit drinking) and continuing with my morning routine.
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Mornings have still been difficult, Friday, was horrid - we had planned a nice day where we would both skip school and go for a hike and picnic etc but morning came and my daughter blew up (because she was to stay with me for the weekend as she had a party she wanted to attend in town and thus wouldnt see her mom). Eventually we made it for our hike but mornings like that really take the wind out of my sails - theyre just so exhausting mentally and emotionally.
The weekend was nice - we went swimming and hiking with the neighbors and their kids and we (the adults only haha) all had a little trip - it was nice connecting with everyone. However the 2ce left me with a tension headache all day yesterday that I just couldn't shake so I eventually took an advil before bed.
Doing poorly on my organic chemistry midterm (I left studying too late and hadnt even finished the assigned readings - but I did well on what I had studied) was stressful and recognizing my desire to drink afterwards I conceded to a toke instead. It was been a while since I drank last and I can feel the habit slowly fading as I integrate other means of stress relief into my life.
My goals for this week include getting back into exercise, finishing a project early (its due friday), cutting back on smoking (i honestly cant afford that habit either but its been indispensable in helping me quit drinking) and continuing with my morning routine.
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