Furnace
Ex-Bluelighter
Here I am,
Empty, one day before.
Life is unraveling,
One person at a time.
Never have I thought,
That little things like love and family,
Would torture me so much.
Like a slave, who breaks his chains,
Only to find out that there’s another set holding him down.
Life is up and down,
Never level.
I didn’t think about you yesterday,
And I felt free.
I didn’t cry or scream,
And I felt healed.
Then I got up this mourning, the day before,
And realized that things may not be the same.
Do you think of me?
When you’re at your loneliest?
Do you yearn to hug me?
Feel my arms wrap around you?
I’ll give you love,
But of a different kind.
But know that I still and will,
Always love you.
I’m trying to fill a hole,
But there’s nothing to fill it with.
The abscess in my heart needs to be drained,
I know it takes time.
So I wait, silently
To be emptied.
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Empty, one day before.
Life is unraveling,
One person at a time.
Never have I thought,
That little things like love and family,
Would torture me so much.
Like a slave, who breaks his chains,
Only to find out that there’s another set holding him down.
Life is up and down,
Never level.
I didn’t think about you yesterday,
And I felt free.
I didn’t cry or scream,
And I felt healed.
Then I got up this mourning, the day before,
And realized that things may not be the same.
Do you think of me?
When you’re at your loneliest?
Do you yearn to hug me?
Feel my arms wrap around you?
I’ll give you love,
But of a different kind.
But know that I still and will,
Always love you.
I’m trying to fill a hole,
But there’s nothing to fill it with.
The abscess in my heart needs to be drained,
I know it takes time.
So I wait, silently
To be emptied.
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