LucidSDreamr
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I've been clean and trying to abstain, but its at the point where if i don't take opiates to be able to work i will fail at my job and end up homeless and probably become a heroin dealer to treat my pain.
Anyways I have subs and kratom on hand (have no dependency and havn't taken opiates in a month)....WHICH IS A BETTER PAINKILLER? (spine/back pain)
Since i live in a 3rd world country that doesn't give healthcare and even though i've paid thousands in taxes per month my whole adult life, I have no insurance and can't get any for 2 weeks since i just moved. thus If i want to keep my job and not by in agony I have to commit felonies by taking subs...or kratom. Both of which wil bar me from every being treated by a pain doctor since injecting junkies ppl keep ODing on chinese fent. Which means the only way i can long term manage my pain is to die ODing on chinese fent heroin.
dont get me wrong, i've had spine surgery, bought a 3K dollar chair and spend thousands on other back care....but all that and I don't deserve percocets because junkies OD on fent....so until I can get some fent/heroin of my own to manage my pain....which will do a better job subs or kratom?
Anyways I have subs and kratom on hand (have no dependency and havn't taken opiates in a month)....WHICH IS A BETTER PAINKILLER? (spine/back pain)
Since i live in a 3rd world country that doesn't give healthcare and even though i've paid thousands in taxes per month my whole adult life, I have no insurance and can't get any for 2 weeks since i just moved. thus If i want to keep my job and not by in agony I have to commit felonies by taking subs...or kratom. Both of which wil bar me from every being treated by a pain doctor since injecting junkies ppl keep ODing on chinese fent. Which means the only way i can long term manage my pain is to die ODing on chinese fent heroin.
dont get me wrong, i've had spine surgery, bought a 3K dollar chair and spend thousands on other back care....but all that and I don't deserve percocets because junkies OD on fent....so until I can get some fent/heroin of my own to manage my pain....which will do a better job subs or kratom?