betrayal

[the other side]

how could I do that to you?
just realizing for the first time
that had you done that to me
the exact thing I did to you
I would have been crushed
though I do think
I liked you more than you me
I know it still must have hurt
it had to have
I'm sure it did
but you're too much of a man to show it
any ounce of betrayal
such as this
is like a slap in the face
saying you weren't good enough
someone else was better
if you said that to me
I would have died
I probably still would
it will take time
plenty of time
before I'm strong enough to realize
that I'm not what you need
that I cannot provide you the things
you long for
its not my place to do that
not anymore.
and now that you are gone
I do miss you now and then
is it because I still have feelings?
or is it because
I remember how great it was
when we were
either way
I cannot believe that
I
did that to
you
I'm sorry.
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can you see through it all? can you see... me?

 

[EbowTheLetter]

Humanity allows for mistakes and remorse allows for forgiveness and growth. There is balance in all things.
E-bow, feeling wise.