Im posting this in Advanced for hopefully a better interpretation of my question which is:
In taking psychedelics like DXM where the come up/on is inevitably rough as can be the peaks, i find the light use of benzo s invaluable.
Im trying to strike a balance between taking the harsh edge off and taking away the finer closed eye visuals i am seeking in a lighter DXM trip. (other hallucinogens not availiable, except san pedro, which id like to do with another person not alone)
5mg of valium used to be just right, but doesnt seem to be enough now that i take 4 mg of xanax a day for the past year or so.
ive literally had hundreds of difficult trips and have gotten used to them, thanks to xanax on hand if things get too rough, and without the benzos by self assurance.
can anyone suggest a dosing regime or different drug to use for the purpose of taking the "harsh edges" off my dxm trips? IF ive had more than 2mg of xanax that day all i will get is crappy undefined CEVs that are vivid but no mind blowing, just un complex patterns and fuzz, nothing awe inspiring if you know what i mean.
When im peaceful, i can think of a mushroom and my whole field of view (eyes clossed) will turn into countless examples of mushrooms my mind has encountered and can come up with, or flowers, or even people, concepts, the big bang, i think of something and my mind produces a movie about it, with feeling attached, its such an amazing tool to explore the sub councious.
maybe there is a non benzo that may allow for visual activity and suppress only anxiety? that is what i want. or maybe an atypical benzo or z-drug. or opiates.
thanks
In taking psychedelics like DXM where the come up/on is inevitably rough as can be the peaks, i find the light use of benzo s invaluable.
Im trying to strike a balance between taking the harsh edge off and taking away the finer closed eye visuals i am seeking in a lighter DXM trip. (other hallucinogens not availiable, except san pedro, which id like to do with another person not alone)
5mg of valium used to be just right, but doesnt seem to be enough now that i take 4 mg of xanax a day for the past year or so.
ive literally had hundreds of difficult trips and have gotten used to them, thanks to xanax on hand if things get too rough, and without the benzos by self assurance.
can anyone suggest a dosing regime or different drug to use for the purpose of taking the "harsh edges" off my dxm trips? IF ive had more than 2mg of xanax that day all i will get is crappy undefined CEVs that are vivid but no mind blowing, just un complex patterns and fuzz, nothing awe inspiring if you know what i mean.
When im peaceful, i can think of a mushroom and my whole field of view (eyes clossed) will turn into countless examples of mushrooms my mind has encountered and can come up with, or flowers, or even people, concepts, the big bang, i think of something and my mind produces a movie about it, with feeling attached, its such an amazing tool to explore the sub councious.
maybe there is a non benzo that may allow for visual activity and suppress only anxiety? that is what i want. or maybe an atypical benzo or z-drug. or opiates.
thanks
