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Benzos - Inexperienced - Don't do this...!

cantwinfortryin

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Don't do this...!
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Don't do what I did...! The first time I took any Benzos I was 17 years old and quite a noob to any sort of consumtion. My good friend @ the time had aquired his mom's script of 1 mil blue footballs (xanax,& we had about 30). Now @ the time my friend was a type of aupair or live in nanny, long story short we had a giant house to ourselves that he was supposed to be house sitting. Well the night started off pretty normal we both poped 2 each and made whisky sours. Over the course of several hours we crushed a few and took a few more... and so on... God we were blitzed. at some point I guess we thought it would be a good idea to raid the medicine cabinets (we found some paxil) and snort anything in sight... Yeah good idea...
When I woke up there were some friends of mine there that were not there when I was awake and my friend had a giant gash across his eyebrow. Once I came to and looked around I saw this disaster of a wreck the house was in, shredded toilet paper all over, the kitchen was wrecked with open bottles all over the floor, not to mention the blook all ove one of the doors and a large ammount on the door frame. When I asked my friend what had happened he replied " I dunno"... My only comment was "Damn that was a crazy night".
My friend Michelle replied "Night? you guys started partying on friday...!" And I was like "I know"... She said "well its tuesday!"


"shit" and then the owners of the house came home... well needless to say he was fired...

"Still, that was a crazy night!"
 
Damn bro!! lol sounded like some crazy ass days. too bad you didnt remember all of them. good thing your ok man. party safe bro.
p.s you should change your title to regulations otherwise they will doit for you
 
Decent report, thanks for sharing. I'd like it a little longer but this is fine if you have nothing to add.

Also I changed your title, as mentioned :)
 
Benzos have their place.

But, aside from addiction, there's what I call a "backlash" effect with them.

After they wear off, you find yourself more irritable and jumpy than before.

Just about every drug has this, if you don't overdo it, it can even be enjoyable. After I get drunk, after the hangover, I find myself stimulated. As long as I didn't get too polluted.
 
^ This is called the dopamine rebound effect. GABA agonists work at antagonizing the action of other neurotransmitters. So, once they wear off, they 'rebound' the action of the formerly depressed neurotransmitters. This is why often someone will wake up suddenly after a few hours of G(HB) sleep.

I used to pop awake from using phenibut. It was strange, I would be WIDE awake and full of energy at 4:00am after about 9 hours of sleep.
 
samadhi_smiles said:
This is why often someone will wake up suddenly after a few hours of G(HB) sleep.

I used to use BDO sometimes. I'd get this great, muzzy feeling...then wake up after a few hours. To total insomnia.

It seemed worse than GBL, which I used a few years ago.
 
Why its a good idea to keep meds locked up. I keep all of mine because I can't function without my meds and I'd kill someone who stole half of my script.
 
I liked that report ! Telling it how it is !

MGS
what if a really nice person stole a quarter of your script ?


CAPITAL PUNISHMENT ?

or

CORPORAL PUNISHMENT ?




Wow a four day blackout thats pretty impressive glad nobody died.


Yeah it kinda cheers me up as well that no one died .



Lets have a party!:D 8(
 
Nothing is worse than xanax withdraw. I'm speculating, but from what I've heard...
 
holy ghost 4 days! if that is true then you are lucky to be living, 4 days without water is really pushing it, oh yeah what about not shitting or peeing ? that is weird
 
vick512 said:
holy ghost 4 days! if that is true then you are lucky to be living, 4 days without water is really pushing it, oh yeah what about not shitting or peeing ? that is weird


Who says they didnt


Though given there state I shudder to think where
 
I've had that happen several times on xannies lol,
wake up in a different place...with different people.
 
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