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Mental Health Benzos: How bad are they long term?

SoCalShordie said:
I did acid once like 10 years ago when I was 17..I was scared shitless and never tried it again. I was hallucinating so hardcore I was terrified. I’ve taken mdma well over 100 times tho. Always loved the shit.
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Ive been severely depressed for the past 2 years, my friend visited me last weekend with a bag of pills. Shit man, after a year and a half of building up my serotonin that pill felt strong as fuck 9/10. For a glimpse I Felt ALIVE again, gives me HOPE.
 
nznity said:
Ive been severely depressed for the past 2 years, my friend visited me last weekend with a bag of pills. Shit man, after a year and a half of building up my serotonin that pill felt strong as fuck 9/10. For a glimpse I Felt ALIVE again, gives me HOPE.
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Last time I rolled was like 2015 lol I’ve been trying to find a plug with molly here in LA so me & my boyfriend can roll together for the first time. I know it’s fina be magnificent as fuck as I haven’t rolled in so long lol
 
SoCalShordie said:
Last time I rolled was like 2015 lol I’ve been trying to find a plug with molly here in LA so me & my boyfriend can roll together for the first time. I know it’s fina be magnificent as fuck as I haven’t rolled in so long lol
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Mhmmm prolly a 9.5 out of 10 even with outstanding pills/MDMA. Never gonna be like the first 10-15 times you rolled. Fkkkkkk good times I had though when I was 19 discovering MDMA.
 
@Op I had a script for Valium. I quit that shit after a couple of months because I hated the memory problems.

Ain't gonna do a drug if it makes me stupid in the long term.
 
LaCuNa said:
@Op I had a script for Valium. I quit that shit after a couple of months because I hated the memory problems.

Ain't gonna do a drug if it makes me stupid in the long term.
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When you're a very anxious person, prone to panic attacks or when youve been doing stimulants and want to get some sleep. Benzos are a fucking life saver.
 
nznity said:
Mhmmm prolly a 9.5 out of 10 even with outstanding pills/MDMA. Never gonna be like the first 10-15 times you rolled. Fkkkkkk good times I had though when I was 19 discovering MDMA.
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I rolled for the first time the night before my 17th birthday lol it was on a Halloween night at Monster Massive when all the raves were all-ages and here in LA still. It was like 2010 I think. So much fucking fun.
 
Robomarley1 said:
I recently got off a years long heavy clon/alcohol use so I am particularly interested in this topic. I will say that everything mind and body wise has gotten much better since I quit.
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I literally felt retarded right after quitting a maaaassive polydrug addiction to morphine crack benzos and weed. Thought the damage was permanent but thank God for homeostasis and neuroplasticity.
 
SoCalShordie said:
I rolled for the first time the night before my 17th birthday lol it was on a Halloween night at Monster Massive when all the raves were all-ages and here in LA still. It was like 2010 I think. So much fucking fun.
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Ahhhh, I long for those days...being 17-20 and not giving a fuck, we were invincible. Now im close to 30 with back pain, broke from all the fortune ive spent on drugs and the world is a fucked up place now. couldn't be more bleak but on the brightside at least I have no kids lol.
 
nznity said:
Ahhhh, I long for those days...being 17-20 and not giving a fuck, we were invincible. Now im close to 30 with back pain, broke from all the fortune ive spent on drugs and the world is a fucked up place now. couldn't be more bleak but on the brightside at least I have no kids lol.
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Lol same. Just turned 8. I feel you on that back pain too, broke my entire back exactly a year ago in a near fatal car crash & had to have my spine reconstructed. No kids either at least lol.
 
BasedGod said:
Before drugs i already had alot of brain damage from 2 life or death events + the casual beatings at school. Fucking lyrica is way worse than benzos. Bitch its benzos till i drop.
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That say many people.That Lyrica is worst.Ist a relatively new med.not known much about consequences of high doses.Bind to another receptor than benzos,but somehow modulate whole GABA system.Like the gabas do.Some kind a less severe alternative of benzos.
 
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