DooMMooD
Bluelighter
I'm more concerned with trying to get to sleep, I can't sleep after using opiates which is why I took the benzo's.
I'm sure Zolpidem will have just as bad of a reaction?
I personally have noticed that Zolpidem (and by extension, i'd wager, the z drugs) are particularly more deadly, in combination, compared to regular benzos. I'd estimate this is because they are hypnotics, and mean to induce unconsciousness and sleep. They are meant to put you on your ass, not make you less anxious and still awake.
I had a VERY VERY negative reaction once to a mere 80mg OC and a few ambien. I still believe I have never come closer to dying in my entire life. So lucky I had someone there to keep me awake so that I could keep manually breathing, and not let me doze off. Also lucky enough that I was still at the point where that actually worked, and that I was able to make it through it alive.
If you want to experience what not having sufficient oxygen in your body feels like, and how you have to REMEMBER to breathe to make the ill effects of oxygen deprivation lessen up, keep on plowing ahead. If you want to avoid the experience of nodding off feeling as if it will be your last though on the planet, give it a shot.
FYI i have also OD'd on combinations of REGULAR benzos. No benzos+opiate combination is safe. Never in my life have I OD'd off of just benzos, or just opiates. But combine the two, or hell even 1+alcohol and you're in for a real treat if you dont get the dose on the dime.