^Yeah it's the fucking worst. Even when I'm "clean" I'm still taking "sticks" or bars, as I call them.
I used to do crazy stupid shit before I developed a tolerance. My high school was mostly black and I was always barred out because they were cheap due to the school being basically in the ghetto next to the main suppliers.
I got very lucky I didn't get killed or beat up many times for outright flirting with big black guys' girlfriends right in front of their faces. One of them was so angry his friends had to hold him back. Then, realizing that I was a moron, he calmed down, took me aside, and explained to me in a serious, barely calm tone, that it is insulting to black people for a white person to show such disrespect to a black woman by treating her like someone who is just there to flirt with (not his exact words, but that was the point). Fortunately, I had a lot of luck despite being barred out as fuck and a hated minority during high school. They took me for what I was, an innocent and naive white kid who meant no harm.