cj
Bluelight Crew
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I used it excessively for about nine months before I ultimately gave it up around 2012. Have only dabbled with it since here and there. Haven't shot any drugs in well over 2 years though, and haven't been using any hard drugs in the same time period.
A lot of people end up with many problems. I sensed I was one of the few who could "keep on" with it, but I'm glad I didn't.
I get all the problems when I use stims. But my friend sounds like you he never feigns out or gets overly paranoid. Congrats on the 2 years man. I am coming up on 2 years of not being addicted to heroin in june which is crazy to think about.
My clinic is still pushing for total complete abstinence from all drugs I strait told my counselor that wasn't going to happen. She is a nice lady so I hated being so blunt but I came there to get off heroin no more no less. Ever since I quit weed for the clinic my life has started regressing so I am gonna cut the other drugs smoke pot and eat my kpin and gabapentin script. If that gets me kicked out then the blood is on they hands when I die from street smack.
Oh well im having a good day so im gonna fucking enjoy it!