I have gone through the withdrawals many times, but the last time has fucked me up so bad. They are so intense, before they were tolerable. But on Sunday, I lost control from the waist down, all the muscles in my legs went rigid, then spasmed uncontrollably for a minute. Then it was over. I knew something was up when I couldn't speak/ see/ hear properly, but before that my hands went numb, then my arm. It was horrible. I can't wrtie anymore, my vision is so blurry and fucked at the momemt. Oh god I am so scared. When will this stop?
