im not sure what to say to my doc to get me a higher dose? i was taking 12mgs xans a day and he has me down to 2mgs a day now just at bed. he weaned me down this fast from the end of october this year. he seems to think he weaned me very slow, and any complications im having will just go away. there not. i have panic attacks and dont sleep at all. it effects my job and focus as well. i don't want to lose this job but im going crazy here. if i just go check in somewhere i risk losing my job as a chef. complicate things with money with my wife. im stuck here with a problem i dont know how to address. long history of drug problems. lots of rehabs. none since 2002 cause i stopped drinking and using pain meds all together. now the benzo problem


