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I'm defo gonna drink a bit more, got more than half a bottle of wine there and determined not to go to bed yet. Tomorrow is my last day of freedom before this new job and I don't want it to come anytime soon, going to sleep now means it'll be here quicker. ;)
 
Or it will mean you will be fresher and more ready to take on the world tomorrow. Don't start the day tomorrow with a chance of a hangover. How much wine have you had? just half the bottle? I think my hangover wasn't prevented because I had 5 cans of Budweiser
 
I had about half of a bottle left over from last nights and am now on the second bottle which I've drank more than half of and will possibly finish. I kind of want to leave some for tomorrow afternoon but don't think it'll happen.
 
All about xanax for me on the benzo front. Shorter half time than valium so i dont wake up feeling stupidly groggy. Xanax and good is also amazing. And i mean amazing. Try it out sometime.
 
Xanax feels so good but it is far too easy to keep re dosing when it wears off I found.
 
After lapsing last night i only got 4 hrs sleep (2-6), my legs & back still ache real bad. Got a bit more energy, i can get out of bed at least.. If i started a taper would these side effects vanish?
i thought after a healthy (lol) dose of benzos i'd wake up feeling fresh.. not the case.
 
Ive had an odd experience too, yesterday whilst with a nasty hangover i took 40mg of valium over the day felt great, no anxiety and the hangover dissappeared, ended up going to bed at my usual time (2/3am atm) fell asleep easy , but woke up 4 hours later, and almost felt like a panic attack was coming on, was shakey as hell and my heart was pounding, had to take 20mg more valium to calm me down and got back to sleep for another 2 hours, but still today i feel uneasy for some reason.

With valium lasting so long im not sure how this could happen :? i wasnt planning on taking anymore for a while as i never want to be dependent on them again, so ive got 60mg of diazepam in my system but still feel uneasy/anxious, weird. Maybe i just need to get out and do something to take my mind off it all.
 
feeling loads better now, had a semi-normal day for the first time in what feels like years.
took a mild painkiller to get rid of the aches, gonna sleep like a baby tonight after the last few days then gonna try and taper from 30mg starting tomorrow. Might be a bit small a dose to start off on, but i got to 40 from 50 before attempting cold turkey, whilst being able to just about function. Anyways we'l see, can always up the dose if its too small :)
 
Damn, 2mg of clonaz, 2mg of xanax, and 40mg of diaz - that's like 120mg of diaz. Crazy. I did take 30+mg of xanax, with bottles of vodka, when I was once withdrawing from G. I woke up on the floor, a day later. The withdrawals had gone, but I don't know how I didn't die. You need to get on a proper diaz taper, and take it really slow. You shouldn't have much discomfort. Start at a level that feels enough to satisfy your brain, and enable sleep, etc. Good luck.

Xanax is the best benzo, I think. It seems to work much better for me than any other benzo, and I only needed to take 1mg every couple of days, just like I do now with diaz - to keep anxiety at bay. Lovely stuff.
 
im a bit worried, i have a past history of extreme gaba a abuse. alcohol and multiple benzo addictions.

recently i binged and went through 50 10mg vals in a week, then left it for 2 days, first day was fine, second day i could feel that awful feeling of withdrawal coming on.

I have 5 spare 10mg blues for emergency, and im trying to not take them for as long as possible, had two beers to feel a bit more normal and doing a codeine cwe, this should see me for the rest of the day, and then 4 more beers tonight, tommorow ill have no choice but to give in and take 20-30mg vals, leaving me with just 2 more.

i have a docs appointment thursday but i dont want to admit to her ive been abusing them again, she tapered me off last year, shes kind and understanding, i was thinking about asking for a lyrica script (its been approved for GAD since 2007 and docs see it as non abuseable, not that i even want to abuse it), if not then i guess i have to come clean? I cant have my mum knowing about this either, otherwise im out on the street :(

any advice welcome.
 
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if you like benzos, etizolam is really good. ive been using some lately but i chucked it because it making me a moron.
 
The few places I have seen it for sale its been almost £1 a pill, they can fuck off with that price. Seems to be creeping up everywhere now.
 
bignbrown said:
im a bit worried, i have a past history of extreme gaba a abuse. alcohol and multiple benzo addictions.

recently i binged and went through 50 10mg vals in a week, then left it for 2 days, first day was fine, second day i could feel that awful feeling of withdrawal coming on.

I have 5 spare 10mg blues for emergency, and im trying to not take them for as long as possible, had two beers to feel a bit more normal and doing a codeine cwe, this should see me for the rest of the day, and then 4 more beers tonight, tommorow ill have no choice but to give in and take 20-30mg vals, leaving me with just 2 more.

i have a docs appointment thursday but i dont want to admit to her ive been abusing them again, she tapered me off last year, shes kind and understanding, i was thinking about asking for a lyrica script (its been approved for GAD since 2007 and docs see it as non abuseable, not that i even want to abuse it), if not then i guess i have to come clean? I cant have my mum knowing about this either, otherwise im out on the street :(

any advice welcome.
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I asked my dr for pregabalin for anxiety and he was just like 'NO, it's addictive and not good for anxiety anyway'. Hopefully yours feels differently :)

I have heard of people using grapefruit juice to stretch benzos out a very long time if they have a limited supply so perhaps you could try that.

Mind you this same dr wouldn't prescribe me bupropion, he claimed that was addictive too. I don't think he knows what he is talking about.... come to think about it I'm not sure he's even a real dr....
 
I should be getting some etizolam soon im really excited after reading all the reviews and ill post up how it goes for me. I have yet to feel a really good benzo yet so well see!!
 
Dont expect too much from etizolam,had a load of.5s
pretty much needed ten before I felt anything, even then it wasn't up to much,better off sticking with Walter.
 
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