Basically I'm a raging alcoholic. Ethanol is by far my drug of choice, in addition to the anixolytic relief there's something about the oblivion and devil may care attitude about alcohol that really fascinates me. I've been reliatvely functionally drinking between 10 -25 drinks a day but its been getting out of control. While I don't view benzos as a long term solution to my alcoholism i feel like I need some sort of gabaergic drug to combat my anxiety while i quite drinking. I've been taking upwards of 4 mg of xanax with very little effect. I''m aware that benzos are notorious for not letting the user realize they're high until they've blacked out and make terrible social faux pas. However after 4 mg im quite fucntional. If anything i fell more energetic which is conducive towards taking care daily activities. my question is whether my past heavy drinking and what that's done to my gaba receptore has casued and unsually high tolerance for benzos?
