I had read enough about Benzedrex recently, which I'm new to and having been unable to re-up my Addie script (do to early abuse.. foolishly I might add, on a 3 day/night binge) I decided to give it a whirl being as it's said to be a good alternative, actually more like cause you basically have not got much choice. I initially just popped the top (my how easy it is to open.. almost curiously so) and decided to first suck on it with some saliva for my make-shift spur of the moment "oral extraction method" for about a minute the darkened part of the cotton, which burned, and felt tingly numb for a good 15 min after. Disgusted, but not thwarted, I decided to cut 1 little piece off a corner and put it into my pepsi. The rest I left on the side and would suck on occassion to my growing repulsion. Eventually about over an hour of this every say 10-15 min, while cleaning my room, and barely feeling any sort of high but more like an prolonged onset, I decided to drop the rest in my pepsi also. I continued to suck it with the pepsi about the same rate as aforementioned. To no avail about 2 hours later except for some tingly sensations sparingly strewn about, and a slight plateau of onset, I thought from past experiences maybe it'll take a while for me to feel the effects or I hadn't done enough. So I drank the rest of my soda and swallowed with it the little chopped off piece, and just kept chewing the rod, sucking and grinding out all the nasty left-over juices while passing it back, forth and around for a bit more comfort, even at one point pulling it out for a break do to a gag like reflex at the thought of the cotton in my stomach. I didn't like swallowing the little piece and the better of me decided against swallowing the whole rod (proverbially pat's self on back), plus chewing it allowed the creeping bruxism to work out well for the fact.
After I'd say 2 1/2 hrs I started to get speedy, not euphoric, but a nice speedy high, lots of reserve energy, which I'm still feeling as I write this. After having just took about 85mg of eph. a bit around 30-40 min or so ago and having hit the ol' bowl, with an almost finished classy cup of 2 bag non-stop brewing tea at my side (why for the caffeine of-course), I must say, the slight euphoria and slowed-time lapse I'm experiencing is due to not only the energy and focus but the awesome dj mix I just finished listening to (soundcloud.com/frankiebones/perspectives-2011-frankie - 2011 'In The Zone' mix, I might add).
It is now approximately about 3 1/2 hrs. in on benz. w/ about 45 min on the eph., and about 15 min. since my bowl hit, I'm still excited (pardon the pun), as in speeding (sailing) full well (steam ahead.. hada say it), which is actually still rising in effect I notice (might be the onset of the eph. & caff.), right along with the crazy dry mouth-sucking bruxism dancing to the music right now. I'm gonna def make way for this tea refill in a few, since I have cottonmouth (get it.. it amused me for a sec. there). The music (rhythm & tempo) is def. a driving force in the over-all experience, I've even caught myself tapping my foot at times (I can control this however by merely becoming conscious of the tendency), most def. swayingly bobbing my head ever so consistently as I type (the old-school detroit techno-electro breaks doin' it this time). I don't have jitters per-se, but if I stop being active in one shape form or other, I can sense I may become somewhat jittery, the energy having no outlet to be released.
Interestingly for me to note also feel very creative, not as in having inspired ideas, but the creative impulse is fairly strong, and atm is being invested in this posting. Right after, I may just hit the pad n pencil to draw some, or write (who knows in which direction I'll choose to let myself get carried away into). Would even make music had I the proper 'instruments' handy (now that's a pun see, cause I only play the computer as it were).
I will continue reporting my discovery of this new avenue of excursion right after I makes me some tea, and mebee just mebee another pull off the bid-owl, and/or cigarette (currently the idea lingers in the air.. hah, even though I'm not necessarilly by any means compelled to partake in any one of those, save the tea cause ma mouth has been dry as I continue n try to pry myself away from this infernal computer).
Note: At the crash end I'm planning on ingesting the carefully prepared shot of 150mg 2xCWE (warm water-cool-heat-cool-extract method to ensure I get the most out of tonight's little pretties) codeine I've got awaiting idly by, but who knows when that'll be, still gettin' the f'n eph-ects kickin' (making it's way about over an hr along now with continued moment). Also as a side-note while it occured got some Xanax in case of emergency crash landing for the final stages, I's fully prepared). Anywhosawhatsits, I shalt be back to finish some time in a little while from now.. til then, orevrouea.. or however you spell that (I ain't french, just picturing me sailing off on ma boat from the dock like in one of them old looney tunes 'toons is all %))
>and now for a break (for real this time, I promise myself) @ 12:25 am
Returning @ 3:58 am> Alright, I'm gonna make this one quick.
I sped, was fun, lots of energy, energy still, bruxism running but I also took about 100 mg more ephedrine, a series of bowl hits and another cup of tea later, still tweaking, though not as before, more clarity of thought and focus, and to top it off drank the codeine in two takes, the other half just now. I started to feel the onset of the first codeine take effect and shortly after decided to ingest the rest. I'm also going to make a strong tea with some sugar to smooth it all out. Mouth was dry and I wasn't able to retain water since I had to keep resorting to the bathroom, once in the span of litrally a few minutes apart. Oh, not to forget to mention I will also be taking 200 mg or 2x that of l-theanine to see the effects and also to smooth a clear landing site for this take-off series. Anyhow, I'm off to find more entertaining things now and will possibly either "today" or "tomorrow" cap it all off. (oops,.. forgot to hit reply heh)
6:01 am>
K, codeine had me relaxed, took the edge off, feeling a bit drained, need to recharge.. all the bud was good, got an appetite now, bout to munch <grin.. oh yea, damn bruxism was the worste, only way I could tell I was on anything anymore besides tolerance and the inability to sleep (can't tell the tired from the crash, took 2 more eph's,an hr-ish ago, I think that'll do it for the night). Breaker 1 9 over n out.
After I'd say 2 1/2 hrs I started to get speedy, not euphoric, but a nice speedy high, lots of reserve energy, which I'm still feeling as I write this. After having just took about 85mg of eph. a bit around 30-40 min or so ago and having hit the ol' bowl, with an almost finished classy cup of 2 bag non-stop brewing tea at my side (why for the caffeine of-course), I must say, the slight euphoria and slowed-time lapse I'm experiencing is due to not only the energy and focus but the awesome dj mix I just finished listening to (soundcloud.com/frankiebones/perspectives-2011-frankie - 2011 'In The Zone' mix, I might add).
It is now approximately about 3 1/2 hrs. in on benz. w/ about 45 min on the eph., and about 15 min. since my bowl hit, I'm still excited (pardon the pun), as in speeding (sailing) full well (steam ahead.. hada say it), which is actually still rising in effect I notice (might be the onset of the eph. & caff.), right along with the crazy dry mouth-sucking bruxism dancing to the music right now. I'm gonna def make way for this tea refill in a few, since I have cottonmouth (get it.. it amused me for a sec. there). The music (rhythm & tempo) is def. a driving force in the over-all experience, I've even caught myself tapping my foot at times (I can control this however by merely becoming conscious of the tendency), most def. swayingly bobbing my head ever so consistently as I type (the old-school detroit techno-electro breaks doin' it this time). I don't have jitters per-se, but if I stop being active in one shape form or other, I can sense I may become somewhat jittery, the energy having no outlet to be released.
Interestingly for me to note also feel very creative, not as in having inspired ideas, but the creative impulse is fairly strong, and atm is being invested in this posting. Right after, I may just hit the pad n pencil to draw some, or write (who knows in which direction I'll choose to let myself get carried away into). Would even make music had I the proper 'instruments' handy (now that's a pun see, cause I only play the computer as it were).
I will continue reporting my discovery of this new avenue of excursion right after I makes me some tea, and mebee just mebee another pull off the bid-owl, and/or cigarette (currently the idea lingers in the air.. hah, even though I'm not necessarilly by any means compelled to partake in any one of those, save the tea cause ma mouth has been dry as I continue n try to pry myself away from this infernal computer).
Note: At the crash end I'm planning on ingesting the carefully prepared shot of 150mg 2xCWE (warm water-cool-heat-cool-extract method to ensure I get the most out of tonight's little pretties) codeine I've got awaiting idly by, but who knows when that'll be, still gettin' the f'n eph-ects kickin' (making it's way about over an hr along now with continued moment). Also as a side-note while it occured got some Xanax in case of emergency crash landing for the final stages, I's fully prepared). Anywhosawhatsits, I shalt be back to finish some time in a little while from now.. til then, orevrouea.. or however you spell that (I ain't french, just picturing me sailing off on ma boat from the dock like in one of them old looney tunes 'toons is all %))
>and now for a break (for real this time, I promise myself) @ 12:25 am
Returning @ 3:58 am> Alright, I'm gonna make this one quick.
I sped, was fun, lots of energy, energy still, bruxism running but I also took about 100 mg more ephedrine, a series of bowl hits and another cup of tea later, still tweaking, though not as before, more clarity of thought and focus, and to top it off drank the codeine in two takes, the other half just now. I started to feel the onset of the first codeine take effect and shortly after decided to ingest the rest. I'm also going to make a strong tea with some sugar to smooth it all out. Mouth was dry and I wasn't able to retain water since I had to keep resorting to the bathroom, once in the span of litrally a few minutes apart. Oh, not to forget to mention I will also be taking 200 mg or 2x that of l-theanine to see the effects and also to smooth a clear landing site for this take-off series. Anyhow, I'm off to find more entertaining things now and will possibly either "today" or "tomorrow" cap it all off. (oops,.. forgot to hit reply heh)
6:01 am>
K, codeine had me relaxed, took the edge off, feeling a bit drained, need to recharge.. all the bud was good, got an appetite now, bout to munch <grin.. oh yea, damn bruxism was the worste, only way I could tell I was on anything anymore besides tolerance and the inability to sleep (can't tell the tired from the crash, took 2 more eph's,an hr-ish ago, I think that'll do it for the night). Breaker 1 9 over n out.
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