Which do you fall into overall?
USER: in their addiction, now basically using to maintain and get by....almost a routine you'd use certain times like a schedule. Never really heavy dosing to get super high....just enough to feel good as a responsible functioning addict.
ABUSER: takes as much as possible to get really, really high....ex, you have 20 pills to last the weekend, but you instantly pop 5-6 with no caution or care to consequences you'll prob run out too early....but you get super, super high! Abuser role can be fun, yet dangerous....
*--*** - personally I've been a "user" since 2004....the real oxys, then into sniffing dope....managed a similar
level of use and tolerance... I've only recently experienced times of being an abuser when buying strong dope from Camden NJ -- went to a new set and crack was always there too....so when I'd get paid I'd buy the "hard" on top of my Deisel and after 10yrs of "use" one drug can make you an instant "abuser"!! But, in a weird way it cut back my opiate abuse to @ only 4 bags a day....I'm still burning money as an abuser 2-3 days a week....but survive off lower dope levels other days and my WD's are far less painful now that the rock/readies made me take less dope. Ironic shift, eh??
USER: in their addiction, now basically using to maintain and get by....almost a routine you'd use certain times like a schedule. Never really heavy dosing to get super high....just enough to feel good as a responsible functioning addict.
ABUSER: takes as much as possible to get really, really high....ex, you have 20 pills to last the weekend, but you instantly pop 5-6 with no caution or care to consequences you'll prob run out too early....but you get super, super high! Abuser role can be fun, yet dangerous....
*--*** - personally I've been a "user" since 2004....the real oxys, then into sniffing dope....managed a similar
level of use and tolerance... I've only recently experienced times of being an abuser when buying strong dope from Camden NJ -- went to a new set and crack was always there too....so when I'd get paid I'd buy the "hard" on top of my Deisel and after 10yrs of "use" one drug can make you an instant "abuser"!! But, in a weird way it cut back my opiate abuse to @ only 4 bags a day....I'm still burning money as an abuser 2-3 days a week....but survive off lower dope levels other days and my WD's are far less painful now that the rock/readies made me take less dope. Ironic shift, eh??
) as I prefer the ups over downs. Lately I've been doing strong stimulants about once-twice a month and not really feeling an urge to do it any more often. As for psychedelics, I have periods when I will only do them occasionally, or, like now, whenever I have enough free time to feel comfortable about it which is usually every weekend. Going to the local psy parties is always a good opportunity to drop some Shulginesque. 
Not abusive about any substance in particular (except maybe DXM :D 
