These are the messages I've sent to Bec. It'm my birthday next week, all I want is for her to be happy...
22/5/04
Hope your having a fun relaxing time and your thoughts are at peace. Take care, Colin.
22/5/04
Good Night, Sweet Dreams.
25/5/04
Thankyou for the letter. I hope everything goes well for you. I wish things could have been better for you, you’re such a great person, you don’t deserve to feel like this.
25/5/04
Take care of yourself and remember I’m only a phone call away, no matter how bad you feel. You will always hold a special place in my heart, Colin.
27/5/04
Are you okay? Colin.
28/5/04
Work like you don’t need the money, Love like you’ve never been hurt, Dance like nobody is watching and always follow your heart. Colin.
28/5/04
I’m at home at last. It doesn’t feel like home though. They say that home is where the heart is, but love is the language of the soul and I don’t think I have one.
29/5/04
I really wish there was a way I could take away all your pain and replace it with hope and dreams. You don’t deserve to have to live like this. Colin.
31/5/04
Hi Bec, I hope you feel better today. You’ve come so far now, don’t throw it all away. Things will get worse before they get better. Take Care, Colin.
31/5/04
Are you ok? I’m here if you wanna talk. I can’t take the pain away but I can ease the burden.
31/5/04
Is there anything I can do to make you feel better?
3/6/04
How are you going today. I hope your thoughts have calmed down. I can’t seem to get mine to go away. I just wish they’d give me a break. I feel I’ve lost control.
3/6/04
I know it’s hard but you can get through this. Seeing you fight this gives me hope that I can get through it. Don’t give up, there is still a chance that things can improve. Don’t leave without doing what you always dreamed of doing. If you just keep trying your passion will grow again. I really do believe that you will become someone who will inspire people. Embrace the fact that you are young, talented, beautiful, kind and a loving daughter and sister.
3/6/04
I know that your head is telling you that life is evil. But you need to navigate this darkness with your heart, because your heart is telling you to stay and love and be loved. I know each day is painful, but your courage is protecting your family from the pain of the loss of losing someone they love.
3/6/04
Please keep trying. I believe you can get through this and so does your family. Surviving this will make you so much stronger. You are brave, you can do this.
3/6/04
Seven Reasons: 1 You have an amazing voice. 2 You are beautiful. 3 Your Smart. 4 You have a great family 5 You have a chance at becoming a superstar. 6 Your parents will miss you. 7 Your brother will be alone. Please don’t leave. Don’t let the pain win. At least wait one more day so I can come and say goodbye. And we can have ferro rocher ice cream. Please stay.
3/6/04
I hope you will make it through the night. I’m only a phone call away, and I will always have time for you. Please take care. Colin.
3/6/04
I don’t want anything to happen to you. I couldn’t do nothing because if something did happen I’d never forgive myself. Please don’t be angry. I was thinking of you.
3/6/04
I’m sorry if I made it harder for you. I just want you to be safe. I really wish I could make you feel better. If only there was something I could do.
4/6/04
I’m sorry I betrayed your trust. I was scared. If you really want to go there’s nothing I can do to stop you. All I can do is pray you go quietly. Colin.
4/6/04
If you go, I’ll come after you. I don’t want you to ever feel alone.
4/6/04
If someone as talented and intelligent as you are can’t get through this then there is no hope for me.
4/6/04
You can talk to me. I’ll respect your wishes, I wont tell anyone. I realize it was wrong of me to speak to your parents last night. Please don’t be afraid to call.
4/6/04
You will get better. Believe me because I believe in you.
5/6/04
7 Things to live for: 1 Sunsets, 2 Full Moons, 3 Ice Cream, 4 Unconditional Love, 5 Fresh Air, 6 Sweet Dreams, 7 Walks on the beach.
5/6/04
If you fall I’ll be waiting to catch you. If darkness surrounds you I will guide you. If you lose hope, I am here – just a phone call away.
6/6/04
Your life is very meaningful. You do have a destiny. No matter what happens, never doubt for a second that you will grow to become even more special then you are now.
6/6/04
If you ever feel alone, remember that love is only a heart beat away.
6/6/04
I wish I could fly up to heaven so I could watch the over you and guide and protect you as you follow your dreams and discover the goods and beauty of the world. Colin.
***This is where I got a new phone and I dont have the dates anymore***
You’re a star. You’re the bravest person I know and I hope soon you will be rewarded for your strength and courage. May each day make you stronger and every breath make you even more beautiful and wiser. Your heart is what makes you so special. Keep fighting and remember to smile. Colin
I hope you’re ok and I wish there was more I could do for you. You are amazing and beautiful and so special. I will gladly drive out to see you just to give you a hug and be a shoulder to cry on anytime. Just call and don’t feel bad for asking. I will be there for you no matter what it takes, I will do anything to make sure you are safe happy and never alone. You mean the world to me. I hope all goes well with your tests and that they find something but it is not serious. Let me know how it goes. I’m at home tonight, you can call anytime. You are so brave keep fighting. Please don’t give up. I love you so much. Even without a stage or a record label you are always a star to me.
Thank You Bec, You are simply beautiful.
You are unique special and wonderful. Have a great day. Colin.
I’m glad you like the microphone. It was hard to choose a present because I wanted to get you something that would help inspire you to let out your amazing voice but I only want you to have the best so I choose a very high quality mic. I wanted you to know how much I really care about you. It hurts me to see you upset and unwell. I wish I could take on your anxiety and pain so that you don’t have to cut yourself and so you can get on with your dreams. I will always be here for you, no matter how bad things get. Please be strong and take care of yourself. All my love, colin.
Never feel alone. I will always be here to catch you and help you in any way I can. You’re not going crazy and you’re not insane. You’ve worked so hard to get where you are now and you are getting better, I can hear it in your amazing voice. Try to have faith, faith is believing something that seems distant can come true. Your dreams can and will come true, I will so everything I can to make sure of that. All you have to do is believe. Believe me because I believe in you. I’d really like to see you today, even just for a hug and a chat. Hurting yourself will only create scars that will remind you of how bad things can be. Don’t make the pain any worse. I am here for you, don’t feel alone. Please, please take care. All my love, colin.
It’s cold outside but thoughts of you keep me warm. These lights are pretty bright, but nothing lights up my life like your smile. This breeze moves my hair but your voice moves my heart. These lights burn holes in the sky, but you melt my heart. May an eternal light always shine for you to brighten up your day, you are special, you are beautiful in every single way. Magic doesn’t come close to describing the power of your heat. Good night, sweet dreams – I hope they all come true.
Smile, cry laugh, dance. Learn, sleep, teach, breathe. Respect, hate smell, touch. Love, listen, care, sing. But never be afraid because you have more strength, motivation and heart then anyone else. Nothing can stand in the way of your dreams. Colin
You are the light of the world. Your intelligent and noble advice helps me see clearly. Your radiant beauty makes the world feel safe again. Your gorgeous smile makes all my troubles disappear. Your kind, sweet heart gives me warmth and brings gentle encouragement to have the strength and courage to keep going. I give you present to make up for the amazing gift you give me everytime you smile, but somehow I feel that nothing comes close. If you need me anytime I will be there for you, to comfort you, to guide you and protect you. I can not mend a broken heart or help you find your soul. But I can be there for you, care for you, listen to you, be proud of you, trust you, look up to you, be honest with you, fight for you, be taught by you, share with you, stick up for you, hug you, laugh with you, make time for you and I will do anything to make you smile. I hope you have fun tonight. I hope you have as much energy as you do courage and you will have no trouble working tomorrow. Take care, luv colin.
I’m really glad. I hope you have a great day. Colin
You light up my life like a full moon on a cool summer night. You make me smile with your seductive and smooth voice. The time between when we talk feels like an eternity and I ache till I see you smile. May all your dreams come true for you deserve the best from life and I cant wait to see you happy, well and on stage with the nation watching in ore. Smile from your heart and the whole world will shine at your beauty. If I could have but one wish or one prayer that would be answered it would be to see you happy. I hope you realize how ace you are. Good luck tomorrow, I will be thinking of you. From the depths of my soul, colin.
The calming power of your voice could settle all the waves in the ocean. The kindness of your heart could melt the sun. You’ve got what it takes to inspire the world. You are truly incandescent, giving off warmth and light to everyone you meet. I hope I can help you start a spark that will light up your life and show you how to realize your dreams.
Can someone help her. I love her so much
Colin
22/5/04
Hope your having a fun relaxing time and your thoughts are at peace. Take care, Colin.
22/5/04
Good Night, Sweet Dreams.
25/5/04
Thankyou for the letter. I hope everything goes well for you. I wish things could have been better for you, you’re such a great person, you don’t deserve to feel like this.
25/5/04
Take care of yourself and remember I’m only a phone call away, no matter how bad you feel. You will always hold a special place in my heart, Colin.
27/5/04
Are you okay? Colin.
28/5/04
Work like you don’t need the money, Love like you’ve never been hurt, Dance like nobody is watching and always follow your heart. Colin.
28/5/04
I’m at home at last. It doesn’t feel like home though. They say that home is where the heart is, but love is the language of the soul and I don’t think I have one.
29/5/04
I really wish there was a way I could take away all your pain and replace it with hope and dreams. You don’t deserve to have to live like this. Colin.
31/5/04
Hi Bec, I hope you feel better today. You’ve come so far now, don’t throw it all away. Things will get worse before they get better. Take Care, Colin.
31/5/04
Are you ok? I’m here if you wanna talk. I can’t take the pain away but I can ease the burden.
31/5/04
Is there anything I can do to make you feel better?
3/6/04
How are you going today. I hope your thoughts have calmed down. I can’t seem to get mine to go away. I just wish they’d give me a break. I feel I’ve lost control.
3/6/04
I know it’s hard but you can get through this. Seeing you fight this gives me hope that I can get through it. Don’t give up, there is still a chance that things can improve. Don’t leave without doing what you always dreamed of doing. If you just keep trying your passion will grow again. I really do believe that you will become someone who will inspire people. Embrace the fact that you are young, talented, beautiful, kind and a loving daughter and sister.
3/6/04
I know that your head is telling you that life is evil. But you need to navigate this darkness with your heart, because your heart is telling you to stay and love and be loved. I know each day is painful, but your courage is protecting your family from the pain of the loss of losing someone they love.
3/6/04
Please keep trying. I believe you can get through this and so does your family. Surviving this will make you so much stronger. You are brave, you can do this.
3/6/04
Seven Reasons: 1 You have an amazing voice. 2 You are beautiful. 3 Your Smart. 4 You have a great family 5 You have a chance at becoming a superstar. 6 Your parents will miss you. 7 Your brother will be alone. Please don’t leave. Don’t let the pain win. At least wait one more day so I can come and say goodbye. And we can have ferro rocher ice cream. Please stay.
3/6/04
I hope you will make it through the night. I’m only a phone call away, and I will always have time for you. Please take care. Colin.
3/6/04
I don’t want anything to happen to you. I couldn’t do nothing because if something did happen I’d never forgive myself. Please don’t be angry. I was thinking of you.
3/6/04
I’m sorry if I made it harder for you. I just want you to be safe. I really wish I could make you feel better. If only there was something I could do.
4/6/04
I’m sorry I betrayed your trust. I was scared. If you really want to go there’s nothing I can do to stop you. All I can do is pray you go quietly. Colin.
4/6/04
If you go, I’ll come after you. I don’t want you to ever feel alone.
4/6/04
If someone as talented and intelligent as you are can’t get through this then there is no hope for me.
4/6/04
You can talk to me. I’ll respect your wishes, I wont tell anyone. I realize it was wrong of me to speak to your parents last night. Please don’t be afraid to call.
4/6/04
You will get better. Believe me because I believe in you.
5/6/04
7 Things to live for: 1 Sunsets, 2 Full Moons, 3 Ice Cream, 4 Unconditional Love, 5 Fresh Air, 6 Sweet Dreams, 7 Walks on the beach.
5/6/04
If you fall I’ll be waiting to catch you. If darkness surrounds you I will guide you. If you lose hope, I am here – just a phone call away.
6/6/04
Your life is very meaningful. You do have a destiny. No matter what happens, never doubt for a second that you will grow to become even more special then you are now.
6/6/04
If you ever feel alone, remember that love is only a heart beat away.
6/6/04
I wish I could fly up to heaven so I could watch the over you and guide and protect you as you follow your dreams and discover the goods and beauty of the world. Colin.
***This is where I got a new phone and I dont have the dates anymore***
You’re a star. You’re the bravest person I know and I hope soon you will be rewarded for your strength and courage. May each day make you stronger and every breath make you even more beautiful and wiser. Your heart is what makes you so special. Keep fighting and remember to smile. Colin
I hope you’re ok and I wish there was more I could do for you. You are amazing and beautiful and so special. I will gladly drive out to see you just to give you a hug and be a shoulder to cry on anytime. Just call and don’t feel bad for asking. I will be there for you no matter what it takes, I will do anything to make sure you are safe happy and never alone. You mean the world to me. I hope all goes well with your tests and that they find something but it is not serious. Let me know how it goes. I’m at home tonight, you can call anytime. You are so brave keep fighting. Please don’t give up. I love you so much. Even without a stage or a record label you are always a star to me.
Thank You Bec, You are simply beautiful.
You are unique special and wonderful. Have a great day. Colin.
I’m glad you like the microphone. It was hard to choose a present because I wanted to get you something that would help inspire you to let out your amazing voice but I only want you to have the best so I choose a very high quality mic. I wanted you to know how much I really care about you. It hurts me to see you upset and unwell. I wish I could take on your anxiety and pain so that you don’t have to cut yourself and so you can get on with your dreams. I will always be here for you, no matter how bad things get. Please be strong and take care of yourself. All my love, colin.
Never feel alone. I will always be here to catch you and help you in any way I can. You’re not going crazy and you’re not insane. You’ve worked so hard to get where you are now and you are getting better, I can hear it in your amazing voice. Try to have faith, faith is believing something that seems distant can come true. Your dreams can and will come true, I will so everything I can to make sure of that. All you have to do is believe. Believe me because I believe in you. I’d really like to see you today, even just for a hug and a chat. Hurting yourself will only create scars that will remind you of how bad things can be. Don’t make the pain any worse. I am here for you, don’t feel alone. Please, please take care. All my love, colin.
It’s cold outside but thoughts of you keep me warm. These lights are pretty bright, but nothing lights up my life like your smile. This breeze moves my hair but your voice moves my heart. These lights burn holes in the sky, but you melt my heart. May an eternal light always shine for you to brighten up your day, you are special, you are beautiful in every single way. Magic doesn’t come close to describing the power of your heat. Good night, sweet dreams – I hope they all come true.
Smile, cry laugh, dance. Learn, sleep, teach, breathe. Respect, hate smell, touch. Love, listen, care, sing. But never be afraid because you have more strength, motivation and heart then anyone else. Nothing can stand in the way of your dreams. Colin
You are the light of the world. Your intelligent and noble advice helps me see clearly. Your radiant beauty makes the world feel safe again. Your gorgeous smile makes all my troubles disappear. Your kind, sweet heart gives me warmth and brings gentle encouragement to have the strength and courage to keep going. I give you present to make up for the amazing gift you give me everytime you smile, but somehow I feel that nothing comes close. If you need me anytime I will be there for you, to comfort you, to guide you and protect you. I can not mend a broken heart or help you find your soul. But I can be there for you, care for you, listen to you, be proud of you, trust you, look up to you, be honest with you, fight for you, be taught by you, share with you, stick up for you, hug you, laugh with you, make time for you and I will do anything to make you smile. I hope you have fun tonight. I hope you have as much energy as you do courage and you will have no trouble working tomorrow. Take care, luv colin.
I’m really glad. I hope you have a great day. Colin
You light up my life like a full moon on a cool summer night. You make me smile with your seductive and smooth voice. The time between when we talk feels like an eternity and I ache till I see you smile. May all your dreams come true for you deserve the best from life and I cant wait to see you happy, well and on stage with the nation watching in ore. Smile from your heart and the whole world will shine at your beauty. If I could have but one wish or one prayer that would be answered it would be to see you happy. I hope you realize how ace you are. Good luck tomorrow, I will be thinking of you. From the depths of my soul, colin.
The calming power of your voice could settle all the waves in the ocean. The kindness of your heart could melt the sun. You’ve got what it takes to inspire the world. You are truly incandescent, giving off warmth and light to everyone you meet. I hope I can help you start a spark that will light up your life and show you how to realize your dreams.
Can someone help her. I love her so much
Colin
