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BDD Social Thread/Information Booth - Double the Penetration, Double the Fun

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Just gonna have a cigarette. Send them in 5 mins? Ta :)

Jealous of your combo, NT..
 
Insomnia is a bitch... I just walked my dog... did a few lines of Oxymorphone... Watcged some TV. BOOOOOO this is insane.. I should be sleeping. If anyone is bored my yahoo is x_violenza_x hit me up if ya feel like it!
 
Hello BDD. First night of very good sleep since I gave up cigs. I'm happy (moderately).

Hey, 3000 posts!!!
 
Bleugh, 3 hours of crap sleep. Am off to the doctors then back to sleep (I hope!!)

Sorry you didn't sleep either YPDH or Violenza, Loulou's been stealing all our sleeping vibes obviously! Still, glad you slept well at last Lou :)
 
good luck with the doc, effie. been sleeping intermittently at 1-2 hours intervals at the longest myself, no more than 5 hours each day for the last 3 days through some wd's thrown on top of my usual sleeping troubles so can touch a little with how you're soldiering on.

i could get more valium from the doc but am avoiding dependency with what will i've got atm. i'd likely consume the whole bottle within a few days just for some respite then come knockin the rebound effects...:|

ahoy hoy bdd socialists
 
^ Yep, I've been avoiding benzos for the same reason. However I managed to hold onto my last one for a few days without taking it, so am hopeful! I could definitely do with some diaz at the mo.. trouble is, I'd also love to be really, really benzo'd so I'm going to have to use a lot of self-discipline!

Good luck with your sleeping, insomnia is really shit! Grr.

Also ahoy! :)
 
only managed about 3 or 4 hours of sleep last night myself too, if you could call what I had sleep, the end felt like sleep, and I wanted more more more of it but unfortunately I couldn't get any as I had to get to work, which I did :) This is day 9 in a row, only 3 more left after this then 9 off :) Not sure if I can last the full 12 days, will force myself to though, plenty of caffeine normally helps.


Oh, and morning everyone :)
 
morning/afternoon/night everyone (depending on what time zone you’re running on at the moment :P)

First post in the social thread, I had great intentions of reading the whole thread first to get to know a few of you guys before I posted, but found that it was a little creepy (felt like eavesdropping lol).

Pretty damn happy with finding the site; has been super useful so far, and hope that I have been able to offer some useful advise in return.

Had an AWSOME day at work today (IT Sys Admin), no boss around and had a fair big night last night so I just sat in the aircon'd server room all day had a couple of Diazepam's probably the easiest thing I've ever done and got paid for it.

Anyway, just wanted to make my presence known and say hi to everyone.

Jeck.
 
Hi Jeck, welcome to BDD + the social thread! :)

Stick around and I'm sure you'll get to know us pretty well. Always happy to have new people to chat to in here! Lucky you on your day at work, sounds pretty awesome.. dammit, another time zone to get used to, what time is it there?

Tell us more about you, random facts, drug of choice, mini biography, whatever you fancy :)

Also, big up the no sleep posse, at least we're not suffering alone.. <3
 
effie,it's just nearing 9pm on the east coast of the land down under. i'm in queensland. where are you situated jeck?

i'm going to attempt some lights out soon. it was around this time last night i got my first hour or two of sleep until 3-4ish for another hour this morning until 6:30. thank god for comedy reruns on the laptop.
 
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Hey all thanks for the warm welcome.

Bit about me ay,

Well, I'm a farm boy that lives in the big city now (Gold Coast, Southend Queensland). Smashed out TAFE/UNI/High school and started working in the IT field (Senior Systems Admin for a pretty big energy company).

Drug of choice seems to change more then I change my underwear :P

Started on weed when relaxing and coke/fanta when I was partying. Stopped the coke and fanta and now pretty much only go E or speed when I’m partying. But my addiction is Oxy with the recent addition of Diaz.

I LOVE music. Pretty well all kinds and I mean ALL. I’ve been to raves/trance/dance. I’ve seen Ozzy, Alice Cooper and Marilyn Manson. Seen Pink and GaGa. Seen Garth Brooks. Been to bluegrass festivals and METALMANIA. There really isn't any kind of music I can’t appreciate for what it is.

Being a farm boy at heart, pets are my life. I pretty much own a zoo
- 4 chickens
- 2 dogs
- Too many fish to count
- 2 turtles
- 4 snakes
- A peacock
- 3 scorpions
- 2 pigs (tho not really pets, more like food)
I spend more money on pet food each week then I do on food for myself.

Oh, and then there is my baby, she is the most beautiful thing you have ever seen, her name is Raelene. She is an 87 corvette stingray.

TLDR: I like Endone, animals, and my car :)

Nice to meet you all,

Jeck
 
I'd love to have a nice car, in the desert it's ok (Road Warrior style) but in town (europe) it's a nightmare.
 
jeckel said:
I LOVE music. Pretty well all kinds and I mean ALL. I’ve been to raves/trance/dance. I’ve seen Ozzy, Alice Cooper and Marilyn Manson. Seen Pink and GaGa. Seen Garth Brooks. Been to bluegrass festivals and METALMANIA. There really isn't any kind of music I can’t appreciate for what it is.

Being a farm boy at heart, pets are my life. I pretty much own a zoo
- 4 chickens
- 2 dogs
- Too many fish to count
- 2 turtles
- 4 snakes
- A peacock
- 3 scorpions
- 2 pigs (tho not really pets, more like food)
I spend more money on pet food each week then I do on food for myself.

Oh, and then there is my baby, she is the most beautiful thing you have ever seen, her name is Raelene. She is an 87 corvette stingray.

TLDR: I like Endone, animals, and my car :)

Nice to meet you all,

Jeck
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How about gabba? I don't meet many gabba fans.. breakcore?

I don't even know which if your pets to comment on, but I'm gonna go with.. turtles :D awesome.

I also love oxy. But then who doesn't? :)

Anyhoo, thanks for filling us in, and do stick around :)

In my news.. got some diazepam from the doctor, woo! Trying to conserve it so my mum made me listen to a hypnosis CD to try to get some more sleep. Didn't work, but I did feel kinda benzo'd for a while..
 
effie said:
How about gabba? I don't meet many gabba fans.. breakcore?

I don't even know which if your pets to comment on, but I'm gonna go with.. turtles :D awesome.

I also love oxy. But then who doesn't? :)

Anyhoo, thanks for filling us in, and do stick around :)

In my news.. got some diazepam from the doctor, woo! Trying to conserve it so my mum made me listen to a hypnosis CD to try to get some more sleep. Didn't work, but I did feel kinda benzo'd for a while..
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WOW you just made me remember a SICK Gabba remix of Pink - Start a fight. Awesome song.. Haven’t read all the rules about posting links and what not. But the song can be found on a widely used video uploading site.

Oh, and have you seen Requiem for a dream? if so search for REQUIEM FOR A DREAM (VINYLRAIDER HARDCORE REMIX) on same site... BLOWS MY MIND, TBH would prefer some LSD while listening to it tho.. it is one of the only songs that make me see/feel/taste/touch colours when I’m tripping :P.

As for conserving Diaz OMG how the hell do you have the self control :P lol

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Fuckyeah, gabba-fan! You can definitely stay :D posting youtube links is all good, go right ahead.

I'll have a listen to that Requiem track in a bit. I love the film, but last time I watched it I traumatised myself somewhat as I was already feeling pretty depressed before I started.. it's not really feel-good stuff. A classic, though, all the same :)

As for the diaz.. yeah. Just had some. Oh well ;)

edit: nice track. The Requiem music was spoilt for me somewhat when it was used to advertise Britain's Got Talent here, although I lol'd.. hope it was a dark joke by someone at the BBC. Anyway, the gabba kick helped me get over that! Have you heard this? Bonus points for naming the film.

editedit: changed link to a better version.
 
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