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BDD Social Thread/Information Booth - Double the Penetration, Double the Fun

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YellowPolkaDotHalo said:
Ive got a Gestapo trench coat too Sam... ( see people thought I was a copper but I'm secretly a German spy on a mission to torture you all with techno)
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Ha! You certainly get around, don't you? :)

You're not supposed to read this softie-stuff. Effie and Mugz (and probably NT too, definitely Cane) are in on the fact I'm a big softie, but when I'm in EADD I'm a fearless Viking scumbag warrior-poet. Promise you won't let the secret out, will you?

And a woman with a Gestapo coat is worthy of trust and admiration any day in my book.
 
Ha :)

We had YPDH first you know..

Bad dreams last night, and now its nearly 4pm again. Got to sort my sleeping out..
 
effie said:
Ha :)

We had YPDH first you know..
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Yeah, but now she's seen a picture of me assaulting Monsta in our pic thread she's bound to join the list of... oooh I dunno how many Sammy G groupies there are - I've lost count.

Ah, that's it. Zero. ;)
 
Haha I've not seen that pic, I might have to take a look..

Bad day today. Won't post about it here though. Hope you are okay <3
 
effie said:
Haha I've not seen that pic, I might have to take a look..

Bad day today. Won't post about it here though. Hope you are okay <3
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I'm fine. Just enjoying the sun and a Bitburger and (had been) PMing somebody you know.

Arrrrggghhh, it's impossible to think of what to say because I have no idea what you're going through. I can't even think of anything clownish, which is my usual MO. I'm sorry.

Just <3 and be good to yourself (and plates). ;)
 
Whipped Dream said:
Gawd this place is dead
Someone say something witty
Or informative
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You're talented.

And I'm slowly waking up, took a lot of Dex yesterday and sort of feel like sleeping all day. I also sort of feel like taking a lot of benzos and going to class later. Thoughts?

Multiple Choice:

a) take lots of benzos and dextroamphetamine, go to class
b) take lots of benzos and go to class
c) take even more benzos and forget to go to class
d) ????
 
I'd always opt for 'd'. Unknown unknowns and all that. ;)

I strongly recommend going to class though, otherwise you'll end up like this if you persist in not doing so.

It's not as fun as it seems. Well, it can be...
 
Had an appointment with the addaction team here, addiction counselling and therapy service. I rambled on for two hours, she was pretty impressed with my knowledge of drugs, lol.

It was just an initial consultation, she will be presenting my case to the team next week though so I should hear back from them next week to arrange some regular counselling sessions to help me get clean or at least give me coping strategies for when I turn to the drugs. Will be good to have some regular counselling too, it seems a pretty good service there.

That was the best part of my day, otherwise it has been shit, waiting for my money to show up, is 2 days too late at the moment, and I am slowly but surely running out of food, I have 2 rashers of bacon, some bread. I have some crackers, but no butter or margerine, I have some rice and 1 can of beans and a can of tuna chunks. Need moneys now, lol.

How is BDD tonight, anyone planning on filling their bodies with various substances, or just chillaxing with the TV?

I'm going to be chillaxing it seems as my tennis match got cancelled as my opponent couldn't make it today. Will give my legs time to recover at least. Looks like my dinner tonight will be rice with a side of rice, maybe rice on some crackers.
 
Mugz aw!! blesh you.. Know what its like mate.. My poor days are usually about toast..

I had a superb day.. had a dab of mxe which took me into hyper social, motivated lovin mode.. wunderful ;)

Check this out... went to the doc today to get my repeat lyrica/tram a little toooo early but he didnt notice..Told him at times I get a bit panicky and could really do with some sedation.. 'Ok ms Halo heres a months worth of lorazepam for if you get stressy' doc says.. HUH????
Im in a heavenly twilight zone where everyones giving me stuff at the moment lol

btw Mr Mugs yer poppys are looking happy .. wuvvly lickle tings they r <3
 
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Saw the new french spot against cannabis on the tv... pitiful. French people are the first in Europe when it comes to the consumption of benzos and cannabis, and yet we have this bullshit spot, made for the retarded.

Maybe we are retarded indeed.
 
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