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Oh dear, mine isn't exactly a barrel of laughs either. Just trying to get through it with a smile. Hope you sort a ticket out.
 
nope, the only thing I've got is some 30mg dhc pills, which aren't taking the sting off it as well as I'd hoped. And anything over 200mg is making me feel sick! I will get some More morph on Thursday, then I'm gonna taper off it. If i carry on like i have been im gonna just get deeper and deeper in shit street with it.
 
Yea.. Good luck I have been clean from my daily opiate habit since November 2010 :) and then in 2011 did suboxone like an idiot bc I thought it would help me stay clean but it was worse than pills... I now only do opiates one day every couple of months so I don't get addicted like I was back in 2010 back then I would wake up in am and reach over for pills :( withdraw every other week yuck
 
Yeah its a nasty merry go round to be on. I've been here many times before but never fuckin learn. But I'd go through this rather than Benzo withdrawal again, anyday!
 
Lol benzo withdraw makes me quiver! Never again is rather go thru opiate wd too.. Benzo withdraw makes me so suicidal omg
 
Yep, the first time i went through it was temazepam and i didnt expect it to be like that. I honestly thought i was going to die. Strangely enough though, zopiclone cold turkey was even worse. I was taking 40mg plus every day for over a year though. That one actually made me go to the Dr in a crying mess begging for some diazepam. Z drugs are evil!
 
sup guys? how's everyone doing?

i just got myself a fresh hydroxyzine script that i am enjoying very much with gabapentin and suboxone.

today, i am refraining from taking suboxone and hydroxyzine to hopefully increase the recreational value of both combined tomorrow. i am done with using other drugs for a while. they have brought too much pain and misery in my life, and i don't want to live a junky life anymore. however, trying to get some recreational value out of suboxone shows my true drug-addict colors. i really should get rid of my old lifestyle habits like trying to abuse suboxone and other prescription medications, but fuck it, using subs is exponentially better than abusing heroin and benzos.

if i dont get shit out of subs tomorrow (i.e. a nodd) then i will just stick to suboxone maintenance by taking it every day and not trying to seek a high
 
ya its terrible/

whats up lacster havent seen you in a while... good luck getting clean :) its hard but you can do it... myself have never gotten a nod from subs...
 
Hey everyone, and hey Kayla!

Today I decided I was going to stay home and stay sober the entire day (it's needed) so I'll be here most of the night :)
 
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Hey everyone, and hey Kayla!

Today I decided I was going to stay home and stay sober the entire day (it's needed) so I'll be here most of the night :)
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thats awesome Krone, I am only sober because i don't have any drugs today ;) lol what are you doing tomorrow?
 
joint time
definitely joint time
and a cool shower before bed
its still sticky and hot here.
better then being frigidly cold though
summertime is my favorite
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Yeah, so far it's going alright, feeling a bit of anxiety but oh well, a night of some good alone time should do some good.

Tomorrow's my first day off in awhile, not sure yet what I'm gona do yet... I just want the weekend to be here now!
 
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