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Well, at least today I just kind of feel barely achey all over and my legs feel slightly better. Scored some ambien so maybe I will sleep tonight. Just getting used to the drop in dosage all in time to doit again in a couple of weeks.

Packing really does suck, token. I feel your pain. I usually just let my husband do most of it and only pack stuff that is special to me.

Thanks for the leg suggestions everyone!
 
Oh and by the way,is it just stupid and more stupid to snort a little ambien? I mean like at bedtime when I have intentions of falling asleep anyway...any euphoria there?

It has just been such a long time since I have felt that good feeling, I just want to feel it even for like 10 minutes before I conk out. I am not talking huge dosage, just my regular dose, 10 or 20 mgs.....

Is this just so dumb and grade schoolish or can there potentially be some feel good effect? Only other thing on board is my paltry cut in half dose of ms Contin, no benzos, alcohol or any other opiates....
 
Yeah its a bit grade school darlin, zolpidem is awful snorted (yes i tried it) and you get nothing More outta it than when you eat them.
 
Oh Beachcat ♥ I'm blushing ;)

I have to go to bed, I'm waking up early tomorrow. Goodbye BDD, see you tomorrow :)
 
Ok, so I asked your advice but ended up not taking it, and railed a 10 mg a little while ago, and i am glad I did. It did just what I wanted, relaxed me. At first felt like taking several 30 mg Oxys. Now I am just more relaxed all over, still have my head about me.

Definitely will not make a habit of it, is kind of stupid really, but worked in a pinch.

Will take my next dose orally so I can get to sleep...my hubs is already snoring next to me...may have to wake him shortly after I injest my oral dose, play around and then drift off into a good sleep before he can start snoring again....

Hmmm....good ways to wake him? This advice I would follow.... ;)
 
Hey beachcat,
U probs already done this one, but I have never, ever, had a guy decline my advances when he's awoke to find me giving him a BJ.
Enjoy urself bc - sure hubby will too!
Sweetdreams for later lovely xx
 
Escapedysphoria said:
Diazepam never ceases to impress me.
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Yes! new wallpaper! ty.

thanks beachy..i feel like i've gotten nothing done...
and i'm cool w/that for now..
yeah..i do the packing in this bs relationship...
w/e. i would've said no way don't insufflate the ambien..but too late..
so just glad you feel fine..hope you and hubby have good sleep tonight.
Sounds like MM knows what she's talking about.. ;)

yes..i have tried etiz. you really have to do your research...
it's kinda like xanax.
read..read..read...that's all i can say.

mr. calm..really? you got temaz..you make me sick. lol.

~token
 
Hell yeah babe, my performance was outstanding. The z drugs just aren't getting me to sleep anymore you see, i needed something with More oomph. Fucking gold!!!
 
tok

Dread calm said:
Hell yeah babe, my performance was outstanding. The z drugs just aren't getting me to sleep anymore you see, i needed something with More oomph. Fucking gold!!!
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I hate the z drugs to begin with..
yeah , i know, everybody else loves them...just like PIZZA!;)
But you've done what i haven't managed to...
so congrats!
temazepam is a much needed' bucket list' item.

good morning bdd.

~token
 
Although i agree the Z's are no Benzo replacement i actually enjoy zopiclone in doses of 30mg upwards, except that it completely steals your memory. Zolpidem however is just awful, gives me double vision and makes me queasy as Fuck.
Temaz is my favourite Benzo of them all, and although these are only tens I'm still Well happy.

P.S Good morning token, g'day bdd, Fuck you swim, and who's nicked my pizza??
 
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Temaz is my favourite Benzo of them all, and although these are only tens I'm still Well happy.

P.S Good morning token, g'day bdd, Fuck you swim, and who's nicked my pizza??
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good morning. :)


that's what i want calm...
i wanna be well happy...

can't wait to try temaz one day..i gotta make it happen!


~token
 
Helloo BDD.

token :)

You know, temazepam is nothing special, to me anyway. Everybody's different, though ;)
 
For me it's the best of the bunch, especially with a smoke. Token, i successfully bought restoril off the net once. The website doesn't exist anymore but if i got it once I'm sure it's still possible.
 
Hey :)

Token I said the same thing then I got a whole script and took a shit load this was a few months ago and nothing happened it was a waste..
 
Day 7 clean

On my using days... I've lowered my dosage even more...
I've managed to make a total of 150mg of d-methamphetamine snorted or eaten last 3 continuous days, a continuous 48-60 hour high with no comedown, no withdrawal symptoms at all, and almost non-existent side effects. My pulse maxes out in the 90s or low 100s, never hits 110... it usually stays in the 70-90 range...
Normal body temperature, Hydration maintained, Nutrition maintained,
Psychological state is closer to my sober self, than it is when I'm smoking meth.
 
Well whoo hoo! Hi everyone! Yep, railing that ambien was a champ last night... I am sorry that I ignored advice from people itrust, but it did just what I needed. I was prepared for a bad burn in the nose, but it was mild compared to the fires of hell that is ketorolac nasal spray that I take for my migraines.

Anyway, I railed it in the bathroom, got my Jammie's on, went downstairs to get something out of the car, and all the colors looked awesome....it felt for maybe like 10 minutes like I was back on a high dose of oxy. Then, I mostly felt relaxed and forgot about my stupid legs hurting.

By the time I was ready to go to sleep, I swallowed another 10 mgs, cupped my husbands balls in my hand and nodded right off. I was even oblivious to his f ing snoring..,.twas beauty, will probably do it again tonight and then just take them orally. Honestly, guys, I just wanted a respite from the suckiness lately....I can get lorazepam super easy,but my new back doctr does piss testing,so until I get my own script I will just stick to this. My psych doctor gives me Xanax, i just have not been back to pick up a new script in almost a year.

And blah blah blah enough about me, how is everyone else doing?
 
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